Billie Eilish - Happier Than Ever (192 kbps) (1)

The speaker expresses that they are happier when they are away from the person they are addressing. They wish they could explain it better and write themselves a letter for guidance. The person doesn't seem to pay attention to the speaker's interviews or when they are passing through. The speaker mentions feeling scared when the person calls while drunk. They feel mistreated and unhappy in the relationship. The person has made the speaker hate the city and ruined their good moments. The speaker is cutting off friends for the person and feels like they are wasting time. The person has misunderstood and made the speaker feel alone. When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better, I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter to tell me what to do Do you read my interviews or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do, and I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair, you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable So if you really wanna know, when I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better, I wish it wasn't true You called me again, drunk in the bench, driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath, cause you only listen to your fucking friend I don't relate to you, I don't relate to you, no Cause I'd never treat me this shitty, you made me hate this city And I don't stop kidding from you, I mean it, and there's so many good things in me Cause I just can't break it, you're my everything, and all you do is make me fucking sad Cause I gotta waste the time I don't have, cause you're trying to make me feel bad I could talk about it, and I may be cold at one time, but I got an empty mind This is everything, and I'm taking it in my hands And I am running low on friends, so I am cutting them all out for you Cause I'm wasting it You ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own, just so you'd leave me alone You ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own, just so you'd leave me alone You ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own, just so you'd leave me alone You ruined everything good, always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own, just so you'd leave me alone