new year same me

I'm just sayin', I'm just sayin', I'm just sayin' Niggas, that was it, I do better win I feel like the world against it and think I should never win Can I stop it? Pocket poppin' every time I push a pin But I do not push a pin Fuck the pen and the pen that imprison all my kin And my partners and my plans Fuck the politicians that fuck with the prisons at the end I got partners comin' home from rockin' 20 in the pen Tryin' to make a meal, but baby mama didn't know the key And they cannot sell no marijuana, so I won't let them in Man, the practice letter, nigga, I will not let them in Niggas, that was it, I do better win I feel like the world against it and think I should never win Can I stop it? Pocket poppin' every time I push a pin But I do not push a pin Fuck the pen and the pen that imprison all my kin And my partners and my plans Fuck the politicians that fuck with the prisons at the end That impeach the past to form a current and its president You can quote it like I wrote its signature by Michael Mann What is up everybody, it is your boy Milo And this is another episode of the High Yellow Podcast Sorry for the wait, sorry for the absence Long time no see, I know, I know, I know But your boy had to get his life together Your boy had to get his self in line for this new coming year Because what he was not finna do Was spend another year Spend another year Struggling to do the same shit That I've been trying to do I was just not finna do that We go into these years, these new years With these resolutions and stuff And all these new goals And we often We often end up doing the same thing that we've been doing You know We make these goals and goals are fine Goals are fine and dandy They actually, it's good to make goals It is It's good to make goals but If the execution isn't there Alright You gotta have the execution If the execution isn't there then The goals will most likely fail Because if you don't know how to do something How are you gonna do it to the best of your abilities? How are you going to achieve the unknown? Think about it like that So Like I just wanna talk a little bit about my goals for a little bit Just a little bit I'm not gonna take up too much of your time You know, we got a good show for you today We got a great show actually Because I'm happy I didn't start off the day like that I didn't It really was a little clusterfuck of a panic attack But we got through it and now We talking to y'all We talking to y'all So Basically a little example of my little goals this year I just want to Express and Emphasize That it's a new year But the same me New goals New mindset New execution Alright New execution being that I have figured out a way to get my time management Together And I just figured out a way to Consolidate my tasks Into Digestible time periods where I can Actually accomplish things during the day because I forget I'm a father now y'all I'm a father I'm a daddy To a 7 month old baby And he just started learning how to crawl So he is He is What I can Only say Is a handful A scootin bootin handful Because he just be Going everywhere And at the speed of I didn't know which was possible Honestly like I'm just sitting there I turn my head for one second He across the living room Turn my head for another second He is All the way to the front door Like I'm just I'm just shocked I don't First of all I feel like he's advanced I'm grateful that he's able to do this At such a young age Because my sister's babies weren't crawling At this time That's really all I have to go off of I don't know very many babies In the world Besides my own and my My nephews and my nieces So I got quite a few so But Yeah I just It's a lot The time management With my relationship With my girlfriend and And my baby My family pretty much My family relationship And work You know I work at nights but Your boy be tired Your boy be tired Okay I don't know what it is about this This Mid-twenties Thing going on but I can't stay up like I used to Your boy needs a nap in the middle of the day I'm sorry to say I need at least three hours before I go to work And spend all night But We accomplished a lot of things in this last year And I don't want to I don't want to just Skip past them you know I want y'all to also Celebrate the things that you did accomplish this last year I mean because it couldn't have been all bad Y'all had to do something Even if it was as little as Going to work every day And getting that check That full two week check You didn't call out You didn't You weren't late You got the full amount of money Because they know Ain't nothing like having a Short check because of Some bullshit that doesn't happen I had that actually last check My check was a little bit short because I was Going through some bullshit But you know Not this check This check is going to be different Alright Basically What I'm trying to say is Count your successes As much as you count your failures Because Those are more important anyway Your successes are going to Propel you To have more success Because you're going to remind yourself Oh I can do this This is something that I can do So A couple of successes for me this year was I successfully Got another high paying job Which I'm very grateful for And It was kind of on the timeline I was kind of on Some short notice last minute shit Because I had a week to get the job Because The situations in my life Needed me to Make more money and I just Was struggling for a little minute there I was trying to find a job and it took me about Two months to find it because people kept Dragging me around and you know This this and that playing the run around game Basically And I found this job at Whole Foods And I was very grateful I got in there I really can't say nothing but God It's not but Him I give Him all the glory I have nothing to do when I have my successor But I also put in the work to get that job I was going night and day Day and night On Indeed, the application after application I was specifically trying to find Something that was not in Food industry I wanted to get into retail Grocery, something easy that I could do The only that I know what it actually entailed It's still one of the easiest jobs That I've done Everything comes with some bullshit The grass ain't always greener Pretty much You always going to have some resistance in your life When it comes to anything Honestly That being said That was one of my successes this year Another success would be That I created my plan For this coming next year And it was very more Intricate and detailed So It kind of Encompasses all of the Categories of Things that I want to get accomplished And things that I want to do My hobbies Just when it comes to my music My comedy My writing now I want to incorporate all those things Into this year And as you can Like Sometimes I don't know if y'all Have noticed but time seems to be Fleeting away from us The older we get I don't know if y'all have The same 24 hours I do but Seems to be like I can't even Enjoy the full 24 I done lost Time and I don't know where it's going So I done tried To create a plan To where I can Get that time back and hold on to it For a little bit longer But mostly Just having the ability To Create such a plan To execute the plan Pretty much A plan within a plan within a plan If you will I just I just needed to find a way To not waste time Cause I felt like I was wasting so much time Doing what I was doing And not saying I was I mean I was living my life And I mean It's the best way I know how But I needed to find a way to be more productive With my time To accomplish the goals I want to accomplish I got a whole Online presence I need to build I got a whole Like 7 channels And 3 podcasts I need to do It's just I got a lot on my plate that I want to do And it takes a lot To do a lot So Time Was kind of kicking my ass with that But now I got a plan baby and I'm about to execute it With the most prejudice I can So that being said Another one of my goals was To get some health insurance Because being That I work overnight again And doing a lot of lifting And stuff I don't know I thought I was going to be Mr. Tough guy I thought I was going to be able to handle it but My body The way my body told me That I need some help It was crazy I was working In that aisle In them aisles I would say Doing my thing Unpacking the product Putting it on the shelves What not And my back Literally Tensed up And told me That I need to stop Basically I felt like my Motherfucking back was growing wings Or something it was just so inflamed And just the pain Was so intense it was just Crazy I don't know what was going on with me but It was a whole ordeal I mean I had to figure out how to navigate Through that But now I got insurance And it's going to be active this year Coming up 2024 Today I'm just waiting for my card In the mail and then we're going to be on the Making appointments Seeing what the hell is going on with me Because I need to be on my A1 This year So we got some health insurance And we got it for under $300 Because they was quoting me About $346 A month And they want me to pay More than my car payment A month To go to the doctors And pay more money To the doctors So I just Could not do that I was willing to do it Because I was in pain And I just needed to Receive relief Pretty much And when I got relief I was willing to do it But Now I can afford it It's affordable and I can go every month And I got some dental Dental was something That I've been struggling with For the longest time I haven't had a dentist appointment Since about 2015 Probably So I'm excited to go back And get my teeth together And be sensitive Another thing about getting older These teeth is not the same teeth they used to be I thought that sparing myself From candy and other sweet things During my childhood Would save my teeth Nope Nope They will not be spared Them motherfuckers ache and they hurt When I tell you So It's really just A lot But That being said Another one of my goals Was to I lost my train of thought Sorry Y'all getting this raw and uncut Because I'm not editing nothing I'm editing not a god damn thing Okay It's just Me y'all and my thoughts Live and unfiltered But another thing That I had a goal of Is to get some new wardrobe For my winter And I did that Because it's about cold It's the devil's tit out here In Colorado And I said yes the devil's tit Because some people believe the hell is cold Not hot So that being said Don't come for me It's pretty cold out here We get down to 20 degrees Zero degrees Even negative sometimes So this winter I was going to be ready And sometimes our heater has been turning off in our apartment So I got some heating elements A little weighted blanket A little electric blanket I got a new recliner this year We didn't have no furniture in our living room Before now we got a little something something But I'm excited about that I'm excited about a lot of things That I did this year It hasn't been all bad It hasn't You know I received the sun this year This last year I keep saying this year But it's this last year Because it's 2024 y'all Let me get it together It's going to be a couple times I mess up on that But I'm not alone I know that for sure But We got a long way to go We got to get it together But we getting it together And Yeah So But Back to what I was saying Yeah we just got to count our blessings this year Because They are more important than the failures They're more important What are some of the things that you have accomplished This past year Y'all put it in the comments I want to hear about it And what are the things that you about to do This coming up year Alright So just put it in the comments I want to hear about it And let's get into our topic for today Which is I know y'all going to be mad at me But it's going to be on some shit Because I had a lot of topics that I wanted to talk about But this came up on everybody's feed A couple days ago And I just had to speak on it Because You know this is what I do I expose the issues That other people might not be aware of in their daily life Because they keep it out Not many people listen to this But the ones who do They're going to know But what the hell is going on Because I don't approve I don't approve and nobody else should either Because this is wrong Alright This story Is a story about a young woman Amazon worker Black of course Who Who was trying to deliver A package in Texas And She was accosted by this Elderly woman Two elderly women In the building Trying to deliver this package And I'm just like You don't got nothing better to do in your apartment But stand by the door And wait for people to fucking go through the hallway With packages You don't got nothing to do in your life You get retirement for a reason So you don't have to get up and do shit Like you wasting it bitch Give it to me Give it to me Alright Because you ain't using it right I'm about to sit on my ass I'm about to sit on my whole ass And not move a muscle Everything is paid for Everything is coming directly to my chair If I'm in retirement You too old to be getting up And watching people doing nothing That's 40 year old, 50, 60 year old Behavior at best And they shouldn't even be doing it So What is you so eager to Alright I just don't get it People can just mind their own business And the world would just be so much better place Like I just don't get it Alright So this is This is the video I'm going to show y'all the video And then I'm going to give y'all my full opinion about it After Once you get a full picture What's going on This is the actual The actual video We've had thieves here And you're a thief Don't touch me Don't touch me Excuse me Please don't touch me Don't touch me Don't touch me Don't get security Okay yeah do that please Don't get security Thank you please call security Thank you please call security You don't You don't You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert You're a pervert Excuse me She knocked the package out of her hand Oh please please do it So this person is an Amazon So this person is an Amazon worker And she She's trying to deliver the package in Texas And these two White ladies Karen and Sheba Are going to get up in this lady's face And try to Attempt to stop her from delivering the package Why are you trying to be a human barricade To this woman Who's just trying to do her job First of all They said that she told the lady I mean she told the Amazon worker That she had to deliver the package to the concierge Desk First of all Who is you Who is you Who appointed you to package police Alright First of all unless it has Sheila's name on it I don't even know why you're outside your door Talking to me right now I'm a service delivering a service to somebody Somebody paid me their money Their money not your money Their money to Get their stuff To Their house So It wasn't There was no Place for you to get involved Unless you is a Amazon which you are not Any supervisor of this woman Then you should not be saying anything Regarding the package I don't care where you live You could live You could own every Apartment in that building I still don't want to hear it Because you ain't living in that one at the time You had to come outside Your apartment To go see what was going on So It has nothing to do with you And then she was trying to What was for me was She was trying to literally block her off From getting And then at a certain point She Knocked the package out of her hands Like what are we children at this point Are you serious You was too old At this big old age of yours To be doing these Playing these games In the doorway Screaming to this woman Talking about I'm going to call security I'm going to call security on you On you with this country ass accent And The woman is just She's just being as respectfully As she can be She's just okay yes please call security Excuse me That's all she continues to say She's trying to go around the lady And I respect her all the way She's a woman there Both women And she's got that thing on video I would have physically Forced my way out Of her reach Because she's slow and old Like I can't stress that enough She had as much respect as anybody in the world Because I would have Literally yeeted her out the way Swaftly And then I would have Went on about my business And then left Because what you're not going to do Is hold me up like you Top flight security or something I don't know what you think you is I don't know what movie you done watched But this is not that The lady in the doorway Talking about she's going to call security She's going to call security Well you steady trying to let me know this Why haven't you called them yet You too worried about me to be able To call security Alright So I don't understand What is going on What is going on In the minds of these white people Who decide to accost black people Just from the color of their skin Their appearance It's nothing more than their appearance Because they don't have any other reason Because if it was a white Amazon worker You wouldn't be saying nothing I bet you Too many Amazon workers Come through that building I'm almost positive Amazon is one of the biggest companies in the entire world You done ran across a couple of Amazon workers And she's probably not the only one She's probably the only one who's smart enough to film it But I'm not saying all White people are bad All Amazon workers are bad I'm saying that people need to mind their own business Mind their own business And just stay in their own lane Especially when you're retired You don't have any reason to mess with anybody Like if you go out of your way To interact with people when you're retired You don't have to go outside You don't have to worry about Where your money is coming from You don't have to worry about Dealing with the bullshit of the 9 to 5 Or any type of entity Of corporation Of source of income That you have to work towards To get a paycheck You shouldn't be worried about anything About how to spend the last bit of your little time here On this earth And make it the most enjoyable it can be for you If that is torturing other people And making other people's lives harder Then I guess you don't deserve To make it enjoyable Because No, that's not okay But If you're just here for A good time Not a long time Then You need to be having a good time Going other places Traveling Being Out the way Not in the way Because What's most important Is treating other people How you would like to be treated In this life In this lifetime If you have to, absolutely have to Interact with somebody Why not, you know So That's what I have to say with that Like, I just It's a lot, it's a lot guys Because I don't know why we're still going through this 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