DMT 1500 trips COMPLETED

In this video, the speaker, known as "best junkie," shares their experiences with DMT and answers questions from commenters. They mention having visited another reality, interacting with entities, and the importance of rest. They believe that DMT is a unique substance that allows them to access different dimensions and that it has no negative effects. They also discuss astral travel and the possibility of the body producing its own DMT. Best junkie shares anecdotes about the nature of reality, the existence of the soul, and reincarnation. They mention encounters with beings from other dimensions and discuss the concept of free will. They also describe visiting different planets and interacting with alien lifeforms. Overall, their experiences have led them to question the nature of existence and the limitations of human language. How's it going guys back with another amazing crazy video and we're going to get right back into it This is the account of best junkie an internet commenter and the questions asked by fellow commenters This can be located on the dmtx video about the extended release of dmt Please enjoy and stay safe out there in the universe. I've had approximately 1500 visits to the other reality I spent three months talking to one entity who i've become friends with someone who helped me navigate the upstairs I have more stories to tell than would fit in a book It's always fascinating to hear the perspective of others if there was a proper medical research i'd volunteer I'm curious of people who have seen multiple beings. I've mostly been hanging around just one I've had many sessions that lasted two hours plus in the end I simply got tired and needed to sleep rest is the most important component to me If you ask way above everything else including nutrition ability to be mobile here while in dmt G-trance done it 100 times the brain gets adjusted instead of teleporting out you bring things into this reality You sandbox here like you suddenly uncovered hidden cheats commenter. Ryan m 9565 you should write a book. Do you feel any negative effects like mental tiredness the day after dosing best junkie? commenter at ryan m Synchronities mentioned in the video are real the trip starts from the moment you decide to go in and not when you actually do It you get flooded with coincidences of one in a million chances everything till it rubs in your face Take this place is not real when this reality begins to break. You know that dmt is something else. It's entirely unique It's equivalent to a glitched item in a video game that lets a player clip through walls It looks like a molecule here, but in reality, it's a corrupted data block It's actually not a quote-unquote thing but a programming error that breaks the simulation dmt is an event Masquerading as a physical object to me it would give incredible energy, especially in the presence of light I tried a few times in total darkness, but I had zero effect My experience seems to depend on external stimulus and that alone I see no negative effects short or long term except heightened attention to patterns when you stop Coincidences continue for me the quote-unquote fade out lasted 12 months at first I had partial ability to trigger the altered state at will but gradually it went back to nothing It's been many years since my experiments and I don't see any problems whatsoever I only see healing physical and mental more willpower good things don't go away They stay with you forever brian m commenter at best junkie. Thanks for the response My main focus right now is becoming proficient in astral travel Do you have that ability and of so has dmt helped with that best junkies reply brian m? It is possible to travel anywhere and anyone with dmt in my entire life I only had this experience once on my own achieved through concentration and lasting 15 seconds at most I can tell that it was the exact same thing and I suspect that the body is capable of making its own dmt Internally from time to time it can release an accumulated quantity, but it takes so much effort It's just easier to take a chemical substance to cut corners temptation is too great It's still the body that does all the magic. The brain is what creates the experience It's the car that drives and the substance is merely an ignition key that starts it up i'm all for developing astral projection naturally But it probably takes the dedication of a monk since i'm not a monk. I look for shortcuts brian m Replying to best junkie. It's actually quite easy. Naturally. It just takes some practice The best way is to wake up in the early morning then meditate and go back to sleep or a reclining couch and attempt it You need to keep your mind alert when you begin to fall asleep If you want a pill to help a gala to mean as you begin to feel drowsy and that will increase your chances Best junkie replying to ryan m I can summon an altered state by lying on my stomach on a soft bed While imagining that someone or something is walking around me or depressing the surfaces I imagine that I sense the bed tilting as the creature steps over me if I focus on this it begins to feel real Until something starts pulling me until I sense a genuine presence quite often that notion fills me with terror And then I snap out of it. I let go of the sense I do not have enough control doing it this way when I was young I could circle my body lie down and imagine that I was doing little orbits around my own head Gradually increasing radius till I was well outside and crossing through walls I once described what was going on in a different room where I wasn't present I think I had better quote-unquote talents when I was very young and with age most of them dull I became normal user Status q y six nine five seven deleted his comment or it is lost to the archives of youtube I believe they asked what did you ask these things? We have no way of knowing best junkie replies status q y six nine five seven I was asking him questions that bother all people nature of reality existence of soul Purpose of life in general as well as my own purpose that being said that being i've been with didn't have a name He said a parent assigns a name and I have no parent. There's no authority higher than me So any name I give myself is a quote-unquote name and therefore the very concept of having a name is pointless About the human structure. He said a body is like a tree a brain is like the nest soul is like the bird He also said about reincarnation type stuff. All lives are one life Imagine a string with knots each knot represents a life if you pull on the string the knots untie and the lives disappear And yet the string that's made them up hasn't gone anywhere Everything that the life was made of remains in the original place ready to be tied into a knot one more time I asked if he could show me some kind of miracle He simply pointed out the window and said look at the trees. Look at the sky. Look at my world Is it not a miracle? I cried in response. What have I learned in three months? That eternity wouldn't be enough to get all the answers to my inquiries I collected enough of his little anecdotes to write in a novel I used to keep notes and had written over 1 000 pages until one day he looked at my writing and said destroy everything I complied I erased countless hours poured into diaries in my transdimensional exploration He then pointed to my head and said it's safer in there. There is no short answer to your question It was a process of familiarizing myself what happens to us after we die whom we meet and where we were going next There are systems rules alternate logic parallel dimensions architect beings visitor beings who are Architects of other realities and yet they can enter this realm like it's a multiplayer game I've been explained how dimensions are related to each other told of some ancient cataclysm that wiped out humans I think 25 000 years ago something caused the skies to turn purple and being on the surface was like sitting inside a microwave That their quote-unquote talkers warned them of the near extinction event and many went underground constructing cave systems to outlast the solar anomaly I asked the beings about free will if it truly exists He said that the invisibility of the future is what creates the illusion of free will that only exists from our perspective If we could see the future as clearly as we see the past as this creature sees it Then we would have no illusion about being free. He said don't think how it's possible think why it's necessary I've been places i've spent time away from this reality been on some weird planets I've been reincarnated into inanimate and living things when I was a dead thing like rocks I couldn't understand why I was still capable of perceiving myself as consciousness without having any identifiable sensory organs I spent time with the upstairs entity down here. He's from a place that has no spatial relation to us He's from a place where linear time does not exist He said to me that he is a quote-unquote non-verbal entity existing in an Alinear time if I am to visit his place of origin He needs to lend me a body if I visit him here I have to provide a vessel for him to travel in in his place His body is my quote-unquote space suit and on this planet when I invited him I temporarily surrendered myself and let him walk inside of me It took a huge bit of time for him to learn how to speak audibly as our language is formed to him But he's a fast learner big bruh commenter quote-unquote at best junkie What did the entity mention regarding aliens slash ufos both physical or metaphysical any stories about life or planets near us? Any cool stories of no best junkies reply at big bruh. Yes. I asked about aliens I've been told that in our universe at present There are seven inhabited planets spaced approximately 500 light years, which is very close one planet I've been to had an atmosphere that was completely black and did not allow any light through only heat all life on it Evolved without needing eyes and their language has no word for light No concept of seeing if you explain something to them and end it with you see the sentence will make no sense to them Their entire interaction is based on acoustics and hearing it made me realize how dependent the language is on our physical structure and the environment Things that surrounded us are words that we use hence We can't describe another reality that is made of things that have no equivalent here like multi-layered logic where answers are a superstition Of mutually exclusive concepts the being from upstairs told me that before the last cataclysm here We had technologies from branches of physics not yet discovered by comparing science to music He said music exists, but is required in atmosphere Imagine if you're a space creature that lived all of its life in a vacuum and never developed hearing you can have music playing Right in front of you and still have no idea. It's even there The being showed me the creatures that started the reptilian myth humanoid on a planet where the density of atmosphere is very weird It causes delays in the arrival of light and when somebody turns their body twists it resembles a cobra It's an optical illusion that makes pretty much anyone look like a serpent. They're standing vertically and rotating light It's unreliable at transmitting the information quickly Like we have a light and normally see the flash a few seconds before the sound arrives on their planet It's the opposite. You'll sense the atmospheric vibrations before the picture reaches you any more cool stories Well, he talked about language for instance first time when I asked him to identify himself He said do you agree that there can only be one truth? I said yes He then continued think of the word truth in any number of languages different words representing the same truth. What does it mean? I don't say anything. He goes it means the language itself is insufficient for representing the truth. Look at me I am your truth I was standing in front of a mirror talking to my own image morphed into him and yet I could not remember his face Afterwards it was gone from my memory until I suddenly remembered an interesting detail when he blinked his eyes shined And I noticed that his eyelids were made of gold or covered in golden makeup being said that life here came from two other Occupied planets and that we have two genetic trees here from races that compete for terraforming 500 light years to me sounds awfully close close enough for us to see at least one of them Even if the light is delayed by that much we're observing billions of light years distance and no signs of life Who knows maybe the planet with the black atmosphere is the one closest and we assume it's dead I've only seen one of the planets capable of space travel I'm, not sure if others have the means or desire to leave the surface I have disjointed memories of sometimes ending up on those planets in my other lives But I never exactly knew where we all were in relation to each other comparatively This planet is pretty good still gets hit by meteors periodically with life being getting wiped out. But other than that, it's good here We have both visible light and eyes to see with it and we have ears that can hear music Yet some sense that would reveal more truth about our reality is missing something that would be obvious to an alien to us does not Exist like the idea of music to somebody with no ears max Snelling commenter took my biggest hit in the bath last night as reality melted into a digital organic reality a cat raccoon with tentacles And whiskers laughed at me and was using watering cans to keep me moist while suddenly making me dry It took me places. He was a rat right at the end He showed me a billion worlds with a billion other cat raccoons cat coons that were helping and guiding other realities Absolutely beautiful today I've been flooded with feral cats that all needed a feed up and I can almost feel Catooned with me all day in spirit at bus junkie I've seen a lot of beautiful places that my draw drops Once I came back and all I could say over and over was I was just there now the place That's the origin of everything so beautiful that it's beyond description I was once in a room where all things were made of playing card sized tiles that flipped every three seconds And it was a new geometric structure each time like some 3d mandelbrot Kaleidoscope. Oh, and I also remember one time probably the first time when I accidentally reincarnated into other people on this planet All through time I was lying down and had very colorful music videos playing on tv Then I left this place and I was born as someone else for a while I was some indian chemist lady who accidentally made dmt and spilled it on herself temporarily Realizing that I was her and she was me then I was some detective in the 60s I think I was doing a drug bust ended up inhaling dmt dust during a shootout I also had a revelation that we were all one and each time someone came into contact with dmt anywhere They'd all realize that we are one single life I remember living out lives one after another even though I had those moments of clarity I still had to live each life start to end have a part before the experience and after always ending up in the same boat Questioning my memories eventually expiring of various causes and each time waking up back here and looking at the tv playing the music video Understanding that I merely blinked my eyes once in this reality and while my eyes were closed Something like 60 to 80 years would elapse from every blink I made there would be a new life And in most of them i'd be crazy thinking that this place was real I'd always remember vaguely about the music playing on my television But if I brought it up people in each life chastised me for it mostly kept it to myself So many moments no words can describe emotion that nothing in this life ever triggered absolute love absolute joy Absolute everything imagine eating plain rice all your life Never knowing the other foods exist thinking that all food is that dull and then a chocolate ice cream cake falls out of the sky It's the same thing things experienced in the dmt state and on the other side specifically are way beyond anything We have here those who know what i'm talking about know what i'm talking about max schnelling at best Ah, man, that's so rad for me It's the lego brick of technicolors that build themselves into the environmental landscape and then instantly change One time when I didn't have enough for a breakthrough But was still a lesson every leaf was conscious in my forest every branch and a community every tree even more Everything was conscious looking at me laughing not at not with Neutral joy the guys I were with were good dudes minus one who gate crashed our ceremony I saw beautiful light waves off the good dudes and how the energy went into nature and each other the dark dude had no color And was absorbing the light waves good dudes had wild monkey features with huge forehead and 13 eyes One big at the top dark personality type was almost just a shadow figure I thought if we all see this in real life our energy exchange would be kinder and instantly see the negative ones at best junkie Replying to max snelling. I don't think i've seen any weird creatures I once looked at my room and it was transforming in front of me like a rubik's cube I remember the floor turning into a flowing river and me assuming at first that it was an optical illusion dipping my hand in it Realizing it got my hand wet that the river was real I remember once coming out of a breakthrough and I was inside a projection sphere all reality that I see now was on a screen That slowly lowered itself in front of me I could still see the other world behind the screen as this one came over to block the view of two minutes Very slow crawl if I tried walking I saw both worlds respond as if I was in them Simultaneously completely lined up and I remember the moment when the screen was exactly at halfway point where each reality occupied 50 and the crawl was so slow I did not know for a moment which reality was coming and which reality was going they were so balanced and equal I like that you refer to this as a lesson. It always has been there's always been a reason for going in Nothing about it is recreational and many lessons I brought were given to me as experiences I got first I got good at expressing what I see and pulling out useful data But that only came with practice first month when I was learning to fly sort of speak. I was quite disoriented one month I spent before finding anything permanent flipping channels seeing where I could possibly go and what or whom I could find I used to talk to creatures on other planets about existence of god I remember one creature saying that time was a mystery that god could not even explain I then met god and asked him if he made time He said the thing I called quote-unquote time only exists in my reality That it's actually a way to tell if you're home or not He said if you ever get lost ask yourself if you know what time it is if you don't and you're home He said an interesting sounding phrase to me. The reason for time is unknown It is an axiom things He said to me had to be remembered as he said them word for word and it was all like star wars Yoda speak I always went in for words not visuals. I wanted to talk first month. I accessed upstairs database I learned some keywords that activated things that made reality answer for my inquiries on the off chance You go back in again If you happen to remember say this phrase quote-unquote level check if you say those words You may get an answer if you do let me know what it is. I'm just curious It may be something unique to my experience. Maybe nothing will happen to you I've had one experiment where I went in with another person at the same time Both saw the same thing like two people watching one dream Lots of things about dmt are impossible, but it doesn't seem to matter this reality in itself. It's a paradox What is this reality to other places and this life in the context of all the lives that coexist? Well, it's like being a character in a computer game. Are you pixels? Yes. Are you files? Yes. Are you folders? Yes, are you bits? Yes. Are you magnetic waves on a storage device? Yes. Are you atoms? Yes, etc There is only contextual truth depending on what level of reality you perceive You have an equal truth that may be immediately in contradiction with other truths There are places that exist but are nowhere in relation to us unless manipulated at a higher dimensional level like my upstairs guy Explained if you have a plane in a sphere Where is the sphere on that plane and where is the plane on that sphere? The answer is nowhere unless they touch and the process of going into other dimensions is that moment of intersection I call it quote unquote window chasing aligning this reality with some other place temporarily Anyways, one side effect of dmt is that after doing it can't shut up about it for the rest of your life Blah blah blah jackson5 comment replying to best junkie I recently had an experience where I went in and felt like quote unquote They alien entities had erased my previous memories of ever going to this place to trick me into going again It was very familiar as if I had visited many times Even though I had only broken through once before somewhere I would not have returned had I kept a memory the entities were an extremely advanced alien race that showed me that they had created Us it was shown to me in a way that was almost torturous I'm, still not sure if the feeling of mental torture was fighting a truth I didn't want to know or I wasn't ready for or if their intentions was to say if you want to play this round Then you will face the consequences and that is to feel fear sentiment from them was on the maniacal Taunting side of quote unquote painful It also was given the message that they created us but in an almost simulated reality way The positive from this was that we are our own gods and can manifest whatever we want in this holographic world realm Once we realize it's a game. Have you heard anything similar at best junkie replying to the jackson? Yes, I had that only they told me that the goal was to experience loss not fear to know what an immortal soul Cannot know quote unquote the game still referred to as quote unquote the process that's another name for the sin I often heard the phrase I remember the process coming from my companion first time I went in I also realized that i've been there before at the time I thought was my first actually my fourth and I struggled to remember the initial three before the mind wiped memories always get wiped I get tripped successfully just like you did the aliens that make everything Well, they exist in this world behind worlds that extra set of dimensions that don't overlap with us and to them We are as big as an atomic singularity. We're built inside a machine that I crowned the quote unquote mind resonator We're in conversations with my creature. I called it red. How's this place different? Well, we're in a state that is completely isolated from reality that made us for our for our own protection I guess their world to us is primary what happens in this place can affect us But nothing happening here can influence them doesn't mean that above them There isn't a reality primary to them another set of makers who created the makers that make us There are multiple truths and what happens outside of this dimension does not nullify its internal history or set of rules There can be a quote unquote god here the primary designer whose mind became a blueprint for everything that exists in the cosmos And yet you go upstairs and you'll find creatures just like him all constructing their own world My guy once took me to another one of them who has made an error and trapped himself in his own place They're like reality system admins with absolute power over the events and having the ability to alter themselves with a mere statement Of my guy anything he says he claims is the truth And what if he says something like I don't know the truth and what would that produce it would wipe his own memory And what if he said I don't know how to get back he would immediately forget how to unplug from his own creation He'd be forever trapped in whatever reality he forged the other god we visited was so surprised to see anyone He's been in his world stuck forever all because he uttered a phrase that warped his mind and now he's stuck No external assistance can get him out of his quote-unquote res session He lives in a virtual coma those world-making aliens are just a single channel of possibilities, but we exist in the present We have not just a single past but all possible paths that could have led to this moment in time They all connect again going back to computer code example If you have a file you can edit it as many different ways as you want achieving the same result You can open it as an ascii text or render it as a bitmap Try executing it inside one os that file will have a function take it into a non-compatible system And it'll become gibberish and may get attributes that the other system won't be able to read new metadata And in that sense these aliens are both the makers and not the makers under casting a square shadow If you shine the light sideways and a round shadow if you illuminate it from the top Both shadows are true both made by the same object 3d compressed down to 2d If I were to show a square and then circle asking a 2d creature if they are the same They'd laugh at me But for 3d perspective the shadow makes total sense objecting Object is the same and there is only one of them a cylinder not a circle and a square same thing happens If you go outside of this place into a higher dimensional plane multiple truths exist multiple truths Co-exist that to us look like contradictions my favorite place to hang out upstairs. I call a non-event space. Nothing scary there It's like a room where all the roles become everything normally make it furry red like sitting inside a couch Anything can be stimulated without conscious care anything can be simulated without consequences a fully detached place That is able to summon events people memories all for testing It's almost like a mini game you get to play while the main level loads up I like summoning images of those I know and grilling them on things I do not know where I relive moments of regret to try and achieve different ends There are dmt levels where it's all fun and game and there are levels with consequences that alter our local space Problem is that once you change things if you're not careful You'll alter yourself like the trapped god and wipe your own mind will not physically be capable of recalling your world as it was before You will not remember remembering each time I go upstairs. I realize how much of my memory is wiped It's a lot I can ramble with stories for hours yet for everyone that I do not recall everyone I do recall there will be nine that I don't will be nine that I either don't remember or can't put words into The subject of there will be consequences in your tale The thing is that there's always consequences anything you do upstairs has a price you pay for it Regardless of whether you get what you want or not like getting on a bus The driver doesn't care if he's going back the driver doesn't care if he's going where you want to go. He'll stick it He'll still ask you for what the bus fare is for every bit of knowledge I brought back. I had to give something up, but I did it consciously law of equivalent exchange Whenever you're upstairs and catch yourself reacquiring lost memories You also note that it's for the best when you don't remember here up there You know why it has to be this way. I hope my rambling made sense jackson 5 commenter replying to best Also, what have you given up in this reality consequences paid quote unquote and are you saying it's possible for us to return and not? Recognize through the existence permanently best junkie replying to jackson 5 I had to pay with negative events with memories I had to experience more loss to have more gain the cost of knowledge is eventual Isolation and the more you bring back ironically the fewer people you'll have to share it with as for not recognizing experience As for not recognizing existence. We are an echo of the entire machine We are linked to every particle in the universe move a single atom from the moment of creation Until now and the pattern or the upstairs guy calls it the quilt will change along with it Your current configuration will be immediately gone here And now exist out of everything that is perceived here and now exist out of everything that preceded it You want to alter events in time you either have to isolate yourself or rebalance literally every atom from the beginning of time to ensure That you end up re-manifesting and existing in some capacity again There are procedures for every eventuality the being had a codex of rules And that's what I studied the language in which eats the language in its way the language in which it's written was called syntax Technically every time you go into another realm It's the end of you what comes back is the next iteration one that has new memories you left the past self at the door He's never coming back dmt is death with a return ticket other than the return part. It's the same thing Consequences are the same the price is the same you do come back But on the way in you typically don't know that you let go of this place as if it was a one-way trip The body doesn't even know it also thinks the event is terminal and greatly surprised when the spirit returns after a proverbial Night out early curly eight five early curly early kyler Eight six five nine comment best junk at best junkie always take the third hit best junkie commenter replying early kyler Eight six five nine third hit is for regular people I've had 60 plus hits in a single sitting literally breathing it non-stop like it was oxygen It began to feel like an ending it began to feel like the ending of the movie abyss where the guy is Inhaling while breathing feels like drinking senses often get quite messed up once forgot which way the gravity was pointed Attempts at maintaining balance off visual cues were quite embarrassing The trouble was that I temporarily stopped feeling my own weight another time I shot into interstellar space and on the way there I paused near the iss and laughed at how much the morons spent to travel at turtle speed barely any guy Barely any distance away from the planet here I am able to teleport to galaxies in a blink of an eye for less than it cost them to send a single orange To space so take the third hit like mckenna recommends and keep going at metal compass number one replying to best junk What is the realm we live in want to know best junk replying to metal compass number one? The realm we live in is a dim the realm we live in is a duplicate of the architect's mind the cosmos in his brain Recreated inside a machine that allows him to dream persistently even when he is physically unplugged from it in this reality When the adamant is not present it drunk it when the adamant is not present It runs on auto pilot the sim is not perfect, but it has an error correction code So whenever something doesn't add up it heals itself momentarily if you want to see the machine go upstairs and look at it yourself Our space looks infinite But it is the only but it is only a tiny portion of the brain structure of our creator Our human minds are physically incapable of receiving him. We are too small too temporary too insignificant as a guy upstairs Told me when you watch a movie you can name your favorite pixel when you watch a movie Can you name your favorite pixel in the favorite frame in the entire film? Can't because the concept itself is absurd an individual life in the same when it comes to Contextual an individual life is the same when it comes to contextual significance cubans replying to best I've read all your responses and I have to say that i'm quite intrigued with all your stories absolutely amazing attention to detail Have you ever been on a podcast before best junkie commenter replying to cubans? I haven't been interviewed I've been writing to medical researchers at various universities conducting studies, but haven't heard anything positive Most research is done under the guise of treatment of things like post-war ptst or hard drug addiction and i'm completely healthy I'm, not the kind of candidate they desire regarding clarity of memories I still wish I could have brought back more if I go inside the space again I'll teleport back to the period where the pyramids were being built I want to see the construction with my own eyes if it wasn't for dmt I would have never taken interest in ancient history to begin with I would have never found graham hancock junkie replying to Santiago segura seven four three six I spent time on the other side that is well in excess of what I spent in this local reality because of that Memories are vast and disorganized when others ask me questions. I can often recall something through association by myself I don't have a direction to go with any of this. There is no story only disjointed memories I had a conversation with the upstairs guy when I asked him if he wanted me to do anything Like write a book was supposed to pass this information on he said he said i'm not here to change the world here to change You even though i'm not prohibited from sharing two times that I attempted to write a proper book bad things happened the moment I touched the first page most of those Coincidences led me to look like it was most of the more of those Coincidence to me looked like a warning that maybe I shouldn't have been writing It's just strange because the guy himself also said if you write a book call it answers to questions not asked So am I allowed to write or am I not not too sure but I know that each time I try Something gives me a warning that I should not even though I didn't approach even though I have been approached for interviews I never went through with them because I didn't want my story to have a face I wanted to keep living a normal life I'm, not graham hancock so speaking or selling books doesn't pay my bills reality here takes precedent One thing I remember doing was living a second friday every week as a tradition coming home from work and redoing the same day Again, either exactly as it was or different in a way that I chose I always had a second friday Which made sunday which made saturday feel a lot better because you come out of your trip And it's the weekend what it gives one extra day of life every week once you realize you can pretty much mint time In any quantity you want and live forever in that space without having to be immortal. Then what do you do? How do you spend your infinite time and don't you get tired of living in the end? I did get tired tired to the point Where I hated existence the idea that mind is literally Unextinguishable is not pleasant each time my life ends anywhere the moment I close my eyes They open in a new life and I don't see beginning or end I've been doing this as far back as my memory goes this life than the life before that Then another one and the train doesn't end the worst thing is that you can't take a break. There is no rest stop There is no sleep. You can't never close your eyes the moment you end in one place you end up somewhere else Reincarnations are cool. Maybe the first two times but after a couple hundred of lives, you don't want to do it anymore I've reached a point where I voluntarily quit one day while going home I decided that this was not going to be it There is not ever going to be a conclusion to the transdimensional soap opera for every question you answer You have two new questions and it just doesn't end keeps going and going and you'll be there Anyway at the end of time at the end of natural light why russia? Why make that other world a part of your prematurely redundant work and an unnecessary disturbance that being said? I know i'll be back in eventually knowing things is fun and when I can spend time away I forget specifics if I go back I can store all my memories in a flash up there memories are eternal They do not fade jackson 5 replying to best junkie when I came out of my trip I had the feeling of impending doom like I'd somehow returned to the wrong reality one I didn't want six days later my relationship ended and it completely blindsided me. I feel I have paid somehow I'm half serious when I say i'd like to go back and correct things and come out into the right one What do you make of this if I have indeed paid for the quote-unquote knowledge with loss if given my time again that realm? Can keep its knowledge best junkie replying to jackson 5 losing contact with people is a small price to pay compared to physically losing them The price varies and you do have to ask for something for instance something forbidden like self-modification One rule I remember is that one cannot request a change to the physical form You're stuck with the body you get and if you do ask for alterations even something simple like can I have blue eye color instead? Of green you'll still have the same eyes when you come out But you'll be expected to give something worthy of alteration despite in not taking place now. How do you value the request? What is the color of eyes worth? Well you yourself determine the price in your altered state you make a wager and pay it no matter what with no guarantee of success And if you know you're violating a codex rule and you're walking yourself into a trap I did that just to see what would happen. I thought there's no way it works like this. What can they possibly do? I bet nothing is going to happen, but I did lose my wager I overconfidently bet and I did lose won't go into specifics. I wagered many things What sucks is that you can both get what you wanted? It can be all fine But then memory gets wiped again anyways because what you retrieved cannot be allowed to cross back here It's like airport customs Even if they let you depart with some items It doesn't mean that the destination country is going to let you disembark with it rules upon rules rules for entry rules for stay Rules for leaving and each one can screw you over I've had trips where I came back entirely empty-handed to spend two hours in there Then you get a hundred percent my wife and you get here on this side after the trip when you think it's over And done with what happens is you come back double check your memories and it's all there You're confident that you can go and write it down But as you do literally in the middle of the sentence Cut off mid word and you have no clue about what you were going to say You have nothing just a missing chunk of time and some partial statement that leaves the most interesting parts out Why because something you did is not allowed cost isn't the matter It's what you asked and what the implications are of quote-unquote knowing it if you don't know about your experience and the ending Relationship if you did not wager it it could have happened on its own I mean dmt does stuff but it's not automatically responsible for all events when it alters reality You're aware of that fact because the event references something in your own memory like a number that's significant to you specifically There is a marker or what? I called a quote-unquote callback like a little indication for you that what's been wanted to work or didn't work out Others won't even register it, but you'll know unless your memory got wiped so frustrating to have chunks of memory missing But that's how it works The side of reality doesn't get to make rules They only follow them when it comes to precognition and the ability to predict quote-unquote Impending doom six days ahead of time to know it on dmt You can see the future as clearly as it was the past time is not a constraint And there's a reason why I did not look ahead often I had my own personal rule to look no farther than one week ahead Otherwise, you may accidentally land in a spot and realize you have no body to occupy I chose not to know when or how i'll finish my life here It's right there on the other side in front of me I choose not to look I choose not to know when I quote-unquote time travel when I time travel I prefer the past as I already know. I know the part in which i'm still alive best junkie commenter replying to Jackson 5 again I'll add one more thing about the concept of coming back to the quote-unquote wrong reality That's an entirely different chapter of my memories The thing is you never know if you're back or not You simply learn to accept your stay when you teleport to a different point in time. It's not just realistic It's completely real. You can't actually tell if you're in here imagining there or in there imagining here first time You almost never deviate from normal behavior you think to yourself What if that reality is primary and the one I came from is fake? Then you have set a marker time rewinds and you start the same run again And then you know for sure you're in the dmt space while reincarnating you first remember how you got there And then you receive nothing afterwards and you can spend decades waiting for confirmation that you aren't crazy and the world will be silent You'll have no proof whatsoever and you'll eventually learn to accept it one day You'll say to yourself that your life there is real and that this place is something you made up It never existed and bam you're somewhere else in a new reality that goes got you I knew you'd break eventually you can sort of deduce the frequency of jumps and calculate which world is yours But you never really know for sure You're so used to accepting reality to have a rug pulled out from under you that when you're back here You have no test that you're able to conduct to ensure you that you'll be staying it can flip at any moment You can live out the rest of your life and on the deathbed be ready to depart giving it all back Only to realize that you never left that you're still ingesting dmt right now and replaying another one of your memories That looks that looks like this life You never tell if you got back or not because many times when you assumed you did you actually didn't and it felt Exactly the same as this life feels jackson 5 commenting and replying to best. Thank you for your time and your energy and your replies I very much appreciate it If anything, I feel the knowledge I was given quote unquote unconsciously asked for was a wager Plus I felt I had entities upgrade me slash heal me energetically, which will reflect physically in my body This also was something I didn't consciously ask for but was given anyways on a state of heightened fear I do feel I am differently now physically mentally and energetically our maximus Commenter replying to best junkie. I've read the conversation. You're a jedi master, bro I have no other way to say it i'm merely an infant trying to learn to use my senses A lot of what you said is really going to help me navigate these lessons best junkie replying to our maximus It just takes time when I was starting only one in five tries gave me a breakthrough It was like I was wrong It was like I was launching a rocket prototype tweaking myself that I had absolutely right so I could ride the carrier wave of the universe Nobody is good at this right away. My upstairs guy comes to me here on vacation from himself He said to me to you It's a miracle when you ask for something and it happens for me It's a miracle to ask for something and not get it when he goes down here He plays by his own rules pretends to be just like the rest of us says that language is what obscures our view of reality It warps perception says that anyone who is born remembers their last life up until they learn to speak He says when a child learns his first word he forgets his last seek out the upstairs guy on the other side If you can there is another guy who can act as a contact his name is quote unquote doubt I haven't talked about that one Even though I have an extensive contact with him. His personality is similar to loki in marvel movies There is a saying to get truth. You have to go through doubt doubt is a synthetic being without a body He does the negotiations He's like a butler for the architect being who can be summoned in the absence of the main guy if you call for him Something will happen he will arrive and you will not be able to see him He will be hidden and you will have to call him out You have to say things like I see you at which point his form will reveal itself and from there on it's like talking To a normal person. He's like chat gpt if it was a person he can answer all inquiries without outside help You'll be bouncing between dimensions like a pinball. No fun being by yourself in a single seater transdimensional rocket That's spinning out of control or maximus commenter replying to best job Thanks for the advice comments about language and forgetting your past life Once you learn the first word resonate with me during an ayahuasca ceremony I had an entire trip out language or actually what it is to perceive without assigning words to describe your situation It's a strange thing to be self-referring with words language is a huge obstacle for me It creates false biases and limits perception like a rev limiter on a car I've only done an mdmt three times can't get past the first big hit. I lose all faculties and my eyes slam shut I'm back in about five to ten minutes second time was absolute chaos Like you said being in a pinball flung around between dimensions the last time I made it to the circus for a brief moment I just don't have the fortitude to go back in right now. I have work to do I'll call in doubt the next time i'm in best junkie commenter replying to our maximus how interesting regarding the ayahuasca experience I did have trips that were all about communication once I spent a day with my guy learning german Which I don't speak just so I could understand some meaning that did not translate to anything else other times I've heard the entity talk to other people in their native languages that I couldn't comprehend I struggled to recall phonetic pronunciation one phrase that I heard was socium unicum I googled it and it turns out it's latin for partners only my guy spoke latin for some reason and I have no context He was contacting someone else other than me process in itself Wasn't that unusual his ability to multitask and have awareness is infinite. He can talk to every person on the planet Simultaneously and it causes him no strain and i'm like a tiny chihuahua trying to keep up with a running elephant My upstairs guy used to leave notes for me He'd know if my memory would be wide write things down on a blackboard that I had to come out of the trip forget It all in a couple minutes and locate the note as if it was a letter from the other side I would not remember making it one such note without language. You're nothing without language I'm everything just a guy eight two three two commenter at bus junkie Is pain a thing when you're in other dimensions? Would you be able to tell if you're back by the feeling of pain best junkie replies at i'm just a guy eight two three Two pain can be a thing if you're reincarnating into something organic that can feel it But in majority of cases you don't even have a physical body when you go places There is nothing to feel pain with it's all circumstantial If you become a human or an animal then all the rules apply as here I once was a pig in a farmhouse probably for the fast food industry They chained my legs to a conveyor belt thing and it dragged me into a compartment attic walls crushed me I didn't know that of course all my life I was getting fed and thought I was safe and all of a sudden i'm in this screeching warehouse with rusty walls And I have no idea what's happening and why when I died and came back here I had the last thought of that pig echoing in my head. They dragged me by my legs I didn't feel pain But there was a lot of terror and confusion after you go through something like this a few hundred times you become desensitized You get very used to dying on the other side because that's pretty much the only guaranteed way to get back here in this reality I once spilled something boiling onto myself due to a distraction while being in a dmt trance I watched my skin bubble and I didn't even react I had virtually no feeling all the events were happening for me in the third person All I thought to myself was there's no undo button on that and that was going to hurt later because of all that I don't think pain is useful for navigation. It can give false positives and false negatives. I'm just a guy eight two three two I'm, just a guy eight two three two commenting replying to best junkie. Wow my blood I wonder what the point in anything is the only time I did dmt my ceiling turned into a chinese dragon flying over I grabbed his belly and it took me instantly to a place to look like a picture I saw on the internet someone called shangri-la dirt streets with adobe type building and all these creatures going about their business But looking at me like what is he doing here? Then it went away. I wanted to stay longer I haven't been able to do it again since but I want to best junkie commenter replying to i'm just a guy Yeah, intelligent things on the other side do get startled ones that I encountered were typically aware of visitors But they couldn't tell who was there naturally at the end of life and who was just peeking I remember one gate turning me away a female voice said to me Oh, you're one of the originals and that was it. That was the reason for dismissal months later I remembered the incident and asked my upstairs guy what an original meant He said that it means I didn't get there at the end of my life I was still living the quote unquote original life here You know how the amusement park rides you must be this tall to ride in my case It was you have to be this dead to enter dmt didn't count They could tell I was faking being dead on the subject of visuals aside from the hall of creation that blew me away I saw the river of souls It was like a waterfall made of golden silk waving and stretching up into the sky Supposedly, it's those who are departing this planet to rejoin the primary mind from which they are augmented I've been to the garden of eden Which wasn't a real place but a level editor of sorts for running a beta release of this reality a test slash debug Environment where I found interesting what what I found interesting was that it had two trees and they didn't even look like trees More like a bundle of fiber optic cables connecting the planet to somewhere distant One was indeed called the quote unquote tree of knowledge and the other one I sadly don't remember its name might have been the tree of transmission when I came out of this trip I immediately went on google to see if the biblical stories had two trees instead of one and found references in ancient egyptian writing I'll have to look it up again visuals sound cool Indeed my stuff was boring in that sense and I never put much value into what what I was seeing I wanted words. I wanted things I could write down after getting back. I wanted useful information visuals dazzled me and wasted fuel So I avoided interesting places unless there was someone there to meet and talk to never encountered bad entities But been warned by the upstairs guy about beings called quote unquote morphs on the other side You don't get to meet anyone that you know from here But if you ever do it's a morph copying your memories and creating a familiar image to lure you in my guy said If you see someone you recognize on the other side run because it's them heard of them Never met one probably for the best best junkie commenter replying to i'm just a guy 8232 something I just recalled you said you wondered what the point in anything was I played logical games with the guy upstairs trying to outsmart him He thought it was cute how a creature that doesn't see the future is trying to affect someone who already knows everything I'm going to say and do in advance. He joked i'm always three steps ahead of you I'd ask him for something and if the deal was good He'd say it's already happened explaining that he set the wheels in motion Even before I opened my mouth hearing the phrase was the most satisfying it meant his ultimate approval Once he challenged me to come up with a good question if I could ask him just one thing instead of a million things I did ask then what would it be? Could I formulate an ideal inquiry? I thought about it for a few days and eventually thinking i'm so smart. I came up with why everything his response was simple Why else mars zero commenter replying to best junkie, thank you for all you said here I'm, super tempted by dmt But when you talked about it getting meaningless to visit sooner as we all end there one way or the other that really resonated with Me calm me down. I'll visit but I decided to spend more time with shrooms before I go So my question is what would what a shroom trip be considered as from the dmt perspective best junkie commenter replying to mars zero No need to rush the other world. It's not going anywhere as on how it compares to mushrooms I was taking them prior i've consumed amounts that would make paul stamets blush I've discovered what I would call the soul of the mushroom itself I was able to talk to it in the same way as the upstairs guy only he was different He had a long hissing voice always elongating s's because of that. I typically called him snake guy He was also knowledgeable, but from a different perspective He represented the mind of an ancient organic being as old as life is on this planet I remember asking him how could you be so advanced if you are so primitive structurally compared to me? He said why grow eyes and ears when I can just borrow yours as i'm doing now Mushrooms is the organic memory of everything that lived died and decomposed and was absorbed by the soil It is a cumulative record of the planet So as long as you don't talk about the future, it probably knows on dmt. I reincarnated into other people on mushrooms I had other people reincarnate into me up to 10 people a day I used to let them revive and explore the modern world to see how it changed since that time they were alive I remember bringing back to life someone very primitive from an ancient period when I looked at text through his eyes It was all just meaningless scribbles The world was very unfamiliar to him and he wanted to eat So I quickly guided him to a food vendor and thought to myself. Oh crap He doesn't know how to read most importantly how to pay luckily the place had a menu with pictures So it was possible to point nod without having to express much and then the payment Fortunately the machine allowed tapping of the card just like that him and I co-inhabiting the body But with him being in control we walked out and the visitor was puzzled. How did we get food? How is it possible to not be in danger when you get food? Why didn't you have to fight the man for the food? Why didn't you have to kill an animal for the food to him? This modern world was a paradise simply because eating a meal didn't involve mortal danger. I revived some smart asses They all lined up to take turns and see the planet through my eyes snake mind was a separate being He knew of the upstairs guy because he had consumed those who had spoken to him He possesses their memories, but the snake guy doesn't like them Mushrooms is confined to the surface of this earth If upstairs guy is the father and the snake guy is the mother in a sense that their contribution to life But structurally they're as different as matter and energy on mushrooms. I was always used to visual hallucinations I knew what I was seeing wasn't real. I knew how to test it All I had to do was touch I saw planets painted on a curtain become a volumetric growth Flowing and spreading beyond the surface then sliding my hands on it would communicate that the surface is flat at what my hand feels Is normal despite the eyes saying otherwise, which is why I was greatly surprised on dmt The reason I touched it was that I assumed it must have been like a mushroom trip But if I put my hand in I would hit the actual floor at which point my brain would reconcile What is real and to my surprise the old rules didn't apply on mushrooms You can see anything, but it won't be physical on dmt. It is reality 100 you cannot test it in any way to prove that it's an illusion Most of the time you will not realize you are in the dmt space until you're back here the way out of the gate That's when you realize how much more you wanted to do on the other side Maybe you just lived for a thousand years and yet it will never feel like enough despite it being not addictive chemically. It's addictive Intellectually if you want answers to the universe, then there's no better place to go And if you want knowledge that is most relevant but confined to this planet, then mushrooms are okay I'll end by quoting my guy upstairs after he had just arrived. There is no need to rush anymore We have all the time in the world tylerannis 3873 commenter replying to the guest junkie not sure if you're still here And I have a few questions for you to ask as well one Are you familiar with prison planet theory? And if so, what do you think about it, too? You mentioned a snake being that ate other entities. How do we avoid being eaten? Do you feel like the quote-unquote guy upstairs is trustworthy dangerous benevolent four? How can we leave here and not come back upon death five? Can we become or are we one of these creator beings six? How would you quote-unquote solve the problem of evil or at least could you please address suffering that comes from seemingly out of nowhere? Ie a happy life ruined by disease or accident a child living briefly brutally dying a young age, etc You mentioned that we will not see loved ones again And if we do there's some dangerous pretenders Does this hold true down here as well for people who are mediums or believing they've been visited by ancestors your loved ones? Thanks, man. Really enjoyed your thoughts best junkie replying to tylerannis. I don't know about the prison planet theory But from the name I suggested I guess it but from the name I guess it has a lot to do with me calling earth planet alcatraz due to my reincarnations always throwing me back here I very rarely end up elsewhere I think this place is a punishment of sorts if you woke up in a castle surrounded by nothingness Would you not assume that it's on purpose? I do regarding the snake thing Why fear being even the guy upstairs told me don't feel guilty about eating life that peaceful tree outside your window If you were to eat its poisoned fruit and fall asleep beneath its branches, you would become the tree's food So don't feel guilty about eating other things on this planet where everything wants to kill you What do I think about the upstairs guy to me? He resembles the devil more than he resembles god He likes to gamble wager play games and enact tricks His quality is that he never lies but even without a lie he can manipulate me until I begin lying to myself I don't know what he is talk to friends and they all have different opinions on the subject How can we leave this place? And if I knew I would have left i'm still here Which means I haven't fulfilled my mission quota I'm stuck here for many more years on the subject of things like death of a child You have to understand that not all events are meant for you You may be called upon to play an actor in some tragedy designed not to alter you But maybe your role is to shock someone one thing i'll say is that everyone is born Voluntarily and no matter how horrific or pointless one's destiny may appear There's always a higher reason behind it and not everything is always about you You can be the stars of the show or a supporting actor. It's complicated No point in fighting or eliminating evil. It simply has to be understood so that you do not repeat it Lastly regarding relatives outside of this life. There is no time you are always in forever So if you want to revisit the loved ones You can go back in time and watch the moments when they were still alive You won't be able to interact with any of the events But you will be able to be able to have the moments live as part of you when you are in this life You do not remember the last one. You do not remember your former mother or two mothers ago or ten mothers before them So why would you expect to have a family reunion after this? Nobody is going to stick around just for you They all have places to go and people to be their memories will get reset which will allow them to travel in either direction During reincarnation their next self will be born again before or after here or elsewhere for all, you know They may already be alive in parallel with themselves I believe that the soul only changes a little life to life. So in reincarnations, it's possible to recognize the person But since there's no telling how they arrange you normally don't know where to look don't try to understand After this life, it'll all make sense. You'll remember why you're here and what the game is all about You'll remember why the memory has to be wiped and you'll agree to it and never complain about how things are upstairs You'll never have a question. You'll simply know all the answers You'll look back at this planet and laugh at it before coming right back something makes this planet special and on that note guys Thank you so much for watching slash listening. This has been highlife productions or saucy Try not to take anything too seriously Leave it up for interpretation could be real could be fake surely a hell of a lesson hell of a read I enjoyed every moment signing out. Peace