Sugar Sweet Illusion

The speaker is describing a love that feels artificial and forced. They try to convince themselves that it is real, but deep down they know it's not. They compare it to a sugar-coated deal and a fake emotion. They recognize that they are living in a fantasy and want to find genuine love. They express a desire to break free from the illusion and wait for a love that truly makes their heart fly. He's got a smile that makes my heart race So deep down I know it's all just a chase I try to convince myself that I feel something real But this love is more like a sugar-coated deal I dance to the beat of a drum But I know this love is far from numb I'm forcing myself to like this guy Even though I know it's just a lie Sugar-free illusion, can't you see? I'm pretending that you're the one for me But deep inside I'm searching for the truth This love is just a pathology don't you think? His words are like a catching melody But I'm starting to see through the fantasy I paint a picture of us in my mind But reality is a different kind I try to drown out the dance with the sound Of his upbeat rhythm spinning round and round I'm fooling myself with this fake emotion But deep down I know it's just an illusion Sugar-free illusion, can't you see? I'm pretending that you're the one for me But deep inside I'm searching for the truth This love is just a pathology don't you think? I tell myself that I'm happy in this charade But I'm tired of this masquerade I need to break free from this fake affection And find a love that's true with genuine connection Sugar-free illusion, can't you see? I'm pretending that you're the one for me But deep inside I'm searching for the truth This love is just a pathology don't you think? I'm tired of living in this fantasy land I'll seek a love that's real and grand No more forcing myself to like a guy I'll wait for the one who makes my heart truly fly Thank you for watching!