Dream Factory

I don't know why, I can see things but I can't show why I don't wanna do it when it comes to showtime I said I would stop, I can't, I'm so high I do the things I want to do It could've been you Know the reason, I can know the deeper, not supposed to be this Know my feelings and show my secrets, I got things in my head but I don't know the feeling Hold my thoughts and I know I'm breathing less Everything I've seen so far has been a test, I won't look back so I still can't regret Jay Z's message to the left, to the left There's better things that I still can't forget And when I get older I wanna be the best I have mad dreams where I fall out my bed I guess that I learnt from the things that you said It's weird that I earn from the things in my head I think that we go somewhere in the end I hope that I'll go somewhere when it ends, damn it I don't know why, I can see things but I can't show why I don't wanna do it when it comes to showtime I said I would stop, I can't, I'm so high I do the things I want to do It could've been you I think that all the things that you've done, I done When I make decisions I'll make the right one I wanna know the angle I live my life from Right angle or the wrong one that I decide on Don't wanna beat myself up, I need help up When people think they're helping I feel held up Yeah it's hard but I can change Turn my phone light off cause you light the way up Guess what I'm trying to say is this I write down my goals and I put them in a list If I don't reach my goals then I do get pissed, I shouldn't do it Maybe that's the thing I should switch on Overdrive but I don't drive a shit Can't live in the past, I don't think that I owe you Hope one day I can show you Even if you think I don't know you Aye, it could've been, it should've been If you'd have worked harder then it would've been I know that could've been, good to a couple man Tryna make a couple grand, lie like I couldn't sin Aye, I don't remember when I couldn't swim I had my eyes on the deep when they pushed me in I've been tryna stay afloat on this crooked whim They lie, I'm on the outside looking in But no one's looking out And they be filling me with fucking doubts Tryna keep this spirit in my mother's house Trust, the pressure's always in my fucking mouth I write them words down but yo I can't say them loud Aye, so am I lying, am I bluffing now? Is it enough to simply make your mother proud? I've made Sanjay free foul, what they say is foul Probably just another verse never coming out I know why, I can see things but I can't show why I don't wanna do it when it comes to show time Said I would stop, I can't, I'm so high I'll do the things I want to do Aye, it could've been you It could've been you It could've been you Aye, it would've been It would've been you