heart of compassion

The speaker is asking for compassion and guidance from someone, expressing that if they don't understand, it doesn't matter. They compare their mind to an animal and say that sometimes they need extra compassion. They question why the person doesn't care about them and say that seeking refuge from anyone else would be a waste. They suggest that maybe the person doesn't actually love them or care. They mention liberating someone named Mirdana and ask what they have done wrong. Okay. If you have compassion for the lowly, use it to take me by the hand. If you would just show me your ways and methods, what else would I spend my attention on? But if I just don't understand what you have thought, then I don't care. Am I not a bellicose crow? Sometimes my mind is like an animal. When it's appropriate to use some extra compassion, that's how it is. But if you don't care about me, where can I go for shelter? Yes, it would definitely be a waste to seek for shelter from anyone else. So if there is no refuge other than you, why don't you care about me? Believing your love for the future maybe that's not what you're doing. When you cared about him in your heart, you knew how to liberate Mirdana. Be humble. If there's anything you don't know how to do, you can be compassionate to the likes of them. So what have I done wrong?