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Three, two, one, go. All right. Three, two, one, go. All right. Interesting. I've been through the war with Iraq, everything. I remember, yeah. The Iraq-Iran war? Yeah. How was that? No good. Wait, so wait. But still, I didn't want to come here, regardless. Even with the war going on, you still wanted to stay home? You didn't want to leave to a foreign country? No. What was the war like? Do you remember any of it? I mean, I know you were very, very young, but did you actually feel the effects of it, or was it all the way across the country, and you didn't even know what was going on? No. We would hear the sound, like the, I don't know how to say it in English, like the airplanes were in the air. Like Defcon 5 or something? Like it goes... Oh, the siren? And then everything will go pitch black. Wow. The whole city, because we could see them, the airplanes. That's like a movie scene, honestly. That's scary. I don't know. I can't even imagine it, unless it's in a movie. So you really saw, you heard the sirens, everything goes pitch black, and then what are you guys supposed to do then? Hide. Hide where? In your home? All the homes had the space under. Oh, the bunker. Yeah. The bunker area where you go, and it's like... Sometimes we didn't, we just stayed in the house, but everything was pitch black, so they couldn't see anything. And then after... Electricity would go out? Yeah. Wow. And then they would come, and like a little bit after, I don't know, a few minutes, they would say now, from red we go to yellow, and then from yellow we go to green, and then green means, okay, lights are on, go back to your normal life. Jesus. I mean, it's a war, so it could be any time of the day, right? Any time of the day. Could be in the middle of the night, could be in the middle of the day. Today, you're shopping, you're at school. At school. You would be outside, and it would happen sometimes. Wow. I was one time at my friend's house, and it happened, and I was running home. I was so scared. You were scared. I mean, I would be scared too if I heard these loud-ass sirens being played in my neighborhood. For the whole city. The whole city could hear it, obviously. But still, I didn't want to come here. You still didn't want to come here. Wow. So when you did eventually come here, you were 13, 14. Those are your, you know, formative years. Wow, that's actually similar to when I moved to Iran. I moved to Iran from, like, when I was 10 or 11, and then you moved from Iran to America when you were 13, 14. Yeah. So you were a teenager at that point. What was that like? How was it? Like, in school, did you make friends easy, or was it hard in the beginning? How was it? It was hard, but from who I am, I made friends easily. Of course. And I had to take English as second language, which was called ESL. Yeah. And then it helped to a point, but still. And then there were so many Christians too. At that time? In the 19, we're talking 86? Yeah. There are Persians that left way before, during Shaw, and they came to U.S. So I met about five friends, girls, in my school, and we had a great time. Watch the mic. We used to go to birthdays. We used to hang out. It was so much fun. I see. Yeah. I see. You had one friend that shared your name too, if I remember. No, that was back in Iran, my best friend. Oh. But wait, didn't you see her one time? Didn't she come to our house in America one time? No. I swear she did. I met someone named Shiva. You introduced me to a lady named Shiva, and you said this is like my best friend or something. In Iran, you met her. Here? In America? Not like this time, but when we were here before. No, no. Never. Never? Interesting. Okay. Well, maybe I'm mistaken. So you move here, and you start your life. Yep. Wow. It's been wonderful ever since. No, I mean, yeah, you've clearly done well for yourself here. So let me ask you this, Mom. As a child, what was your favorite thing to do? Let's start with when you were back in Iran. Like, what was your go-to activity? And I know, you know, for people that don't know, my mom was like the tomboy type. She liked to hang around the guys, play games with them, do a lot of activities, sports and stuff. You were very active. You used to tell me you used to climb mountains. Yeah, because we had so much mountains in Esfahan. So you go hiking by yourself? No, no. When we went to our village, we used to do that. Wow. Yeah, yeah. It was fun. What was your favorite thing in Esfahan as a child? Bike riding, going out and playing with my friends, because we used to go out in the streets. Like, we had outside by our house. Like, you know, how you go outside right now? Yeah. You know those community homes right here? And they have outside. We all used to go outside, play, and have a good time. All sorts of things. And I love to dance. I used to love to dance, but my parents didn't let me go classes and do these things. Oh, you wanted to take dancing more seriously. If they would have allowed me, I did like acting, too. Acting? Like in movies and shit? What? This I never knew. I know. You know, I wanted to be an actor for a period of time as well. I really wanted to, but no, no, no, no, no. Yeah. I mean, especially in that time, parents were just closed-minded in general. They weren't really open to new things, new shit. Yeah. Of course. Of course. All right. This is a big question, and I genuinely, I couldn't even, like, I was wondering how I even thought of this, because I, I mean, I see it, but I want to see what your perspective is on it, your parenting style. You have two boys, well, three if you count JoJo as well. Do you see any similarities between your parenting style and your mother's parenting style? It could be anything. No. The only part that is similar is me being worried, because she was always worried. Other than that, no. No, no, no, no. I'm much more chill. Yeah. I'm much more, no, nothing else is the same. It's just, I am extremely worried. Oh, and the cleaning part. Oh, yeah. Like OCD type of cleaning. But still, it's different from her. She does it to a higher level. To a different extent. Other than that, no, nothing. Okay. I can see the worrying part. We dress differently, we eat differently, everything's different. Parenting style, right? Dress differently, eat differently. Parenting, yes, yes, you have a point there. No, nothing, except worrying. The worrying part I can see, because you told me before that when you would go out with your friends and stuff, your mom, or I mean, most of the time she wouldn't let you go out. Or if she did let you go out, it was like, be back by this time, it has to be this time, whatever it was. And sometimes, you know, you would get home on time, you wouldn't get home on time, but whatever the case was, she was always concerned about your whereabouts, right? Oh, yeah. Similar to you, and me. And you were a girl. Like, it's very different, in my opinion, for girls than for guys, when you're like being raised. When you are with girls now, I mean, when I see the girls now. Oh, girls now are different than girls back in the day. Very different. Yeah, no. Oh, my God. And back in my time, we did not have any of the things you guys have now. Like? You know. Technology and all that shit? Technology, or doing the parties, like, you know, drinking. You guys, you're telling me, I'm going to get this on the record, you're telling me that you never went to parties, or drank, or did any of that stuff. No. Get out of here. I'm not. I'm not going to get out of here. It was food. Seriously. Bejunito, bechoda, food, dancing, dancing, and dancing. Dancing where? If you think we had alcohol. Wait, dancing, dancing, dancing where? Like, in a club? Apartment. Even in the clubs, we didn't have alcohol, and we were still high and having a great time. High on just yourselves, on your energy. Yeah. I see. Wow. And then clubs didn't allow us in up until 21. Of course. No, of course. But you obviously had a fake ID and all that stuff. No. Good. I thought I was going to get something out of you right now, but. No. No? That's good. I swear, I never had a fake ID. I mean, I wasn't that desperate to go to a club to get a fake ID. Right? I don't. I never understood the desperation to go inside of these clubs. Like, I have friends that, bechoda, they did get fake IDs. You know, there's always, like, some kids that get fake IDs, but I always ask them, like, why? Like, you're spending, I get it, 50 or 100 bucks or something, but it's like, just wait it out, man. You're going to be 21 soon, and if you do it so soon, then by the time you actually become 21, it's like, it's not even that fun anymore. It's not even that exhilarating. Exactly. So, we had fun. We had parties at home. Mehmouni, for example, like with your family and stuff. No, friends. It was, like, this friend's birthday, that friend's birthday. So, it was a party or no party? Party. Party. P-A-R-T-Y. Good spelling. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Louder. Shout it out louder. It's okay. It's okay. We talked about this. I don't know how much he's done right now. My heart is pounding. Wait. All right. So, we're back after we just got a crazy notification. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. So, we're back. 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