12 May 2024 Service 1, Ps. Erik

The pastor begins by asking if he can share something before worship. He talks about the atmosphere we carry and how it affects our worship. He encourages forgiveness and letting go of anger. He emphasizes the importance of truly worshiping God and being aware of His presence in every aspect of our lives. He shares a story about living with a constant awareness of God's presence, comparing it to having a dove on our shoulder. He concludes by urging everyone to praise God louder and to break free from any limitations in experiencing His presence. Would it be OK if I share something with you for 2-3 minutes before we continue worshipping? It's like 9 of you that says OK. We're singing this song, making this declaration that I am free, and the question I'm asking myself this morning is, are you free this morning? How's the condition in your heart? If it's OK, I would like to just maybe share what I'm sensing in the spirit this morning. And maybe it's weird that a pastor comes up halfway through the service and then teaches us something like this, but I think it's important for where we are this morning. There's an atmosphere that we carry as people, OK? And that atmosphere is either one of freedom or it's not. I mean, you look at Monique this morning. I mean, she couldn't care less what's happening in the world this morning because she just got engaged yesterday. And it's not just because she got engaged yesterday. Christels, would you also high-five her? Well done, pal. You bought that ring. But there's an atmosphere that's clearly visible on her laugh this morning. I mean, she's had a fantastic day yesterday. You can see she's just here to love the Lord. She carries an atmosphere every Sunday. And I don't want to say, you know, look at this one and look at that one, but I ask you to ask yourself, how's the atmosphere in your own heart this morning? See, if you come to this place this morning and you're angry at somebody, maybe you're angry with somebody that's in church with you this morning, what's the atmosphere that you carry? And what's the atmosphere that we create in this church together this morning, church in my heart this morning? It's like going to a family meeting, and that whole family meeting, even the person that's not aware of your challenges with the womb, can sense that something is not right at that family gathering that day. And I just sense as we're worshiping this morning that we need to break through in something in the atmosphere this morning. And I ask the Lord, Lord, please speak to me, because I'm not here to sing songs, church. I'm here to love Him. I'm here to worship Him. This is half an hour, 45 minutes, and we've got to corporately stand here and love Him. And we've got a team of guys that's prepared their hearts. I mean, we even flew in TJ all the way from West Africa. Welcome, it's so good to have you back. And we've got an expectation that we would meet with Him in worship this morning. And I trust that you have as well. But I sense in the atmosphere we need to break into something, or maybe you need to break out of something this morning. Someone asked you this morning, if you would, why don't you close your eyes for a moment. And if you need to forgive somebody this morning, hey, I'm serious, church. If you need to forgive somebody this morning, you know, the Bible actually says it as clear as day. It says before you go to the temple, present yourself before the altar of the Father. First go and make right. Make right with whom you need to make right. If you are in your heart angry at somebody, disappointed, offended, it doesn't matter. Whether you're right or wrong, it doesn't matter. Forgive them. Set yourself free this morning. Set them free. Say, God, I refuse to be angry in your house this morning. Offended, bitter, unforgiving towards anybody. Amen. Yes, Lord. Yes, Lord. I hear, Lord God Almighty, worthy is the Lamb. God, you are worthy of our worship this morning. Not our songs only. Our worship, our praise, our adoration. He is the lifeline for our heart. The object of our affection. We've come to love you, God. God, we repent this morning. Not just in this morning, but if in any moment of our lives we allow anything to steal our worship. Angry, fear, anxiety, the troubles of this day. Fellow employees, our spouses. Quite so many times we just allow things to steal from us. The beauty of worship and adoration. This morning we refuse to stand in this place with anything but love and affection and adoration towards you, God. God, we love you. We bless you. We honor you in this morning. Let's sing with a song today. Let's cover. Let's love in this morning. Worthy is the Lamb. Holy. Are you, Lord God, Almighty. Worthy is the Lamb. Worthy is the Lamb. You are holy. Holy. 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It's not that we desire and seek these moments of worship more. It's just like that everything in our lives become worship to Him. I feel like that's the invitation. That's the desire of the heart of the Father. That we would not live from worship moment to moment, Sunday to Sunday. But that we would live in this place where we are constantly aware of His presence. Many years ago, I just started out in ministry. I remember having a conversation with a man that has changed so much of Christianity in our nation. Just an incredible man of God. And at this moment he chatted to me and I said to him, Sir, what can you share with me? At the start of my ministry as a young guy, what is the key that you've learned over 43 years of ministry? What is the one thing that you can give me today? And he said, Erik, constantly be aware of His presence. And that was it. And I mean for months, years, I asked myself that question. Why would he say that? Surely there must be more. Surely there could be something else. And I realized more and more that that's it. But when I'm consciously aware of Him, like in this environment, it's easy to worship Him, isn't it? But tomorrow when I'm at work or when I'm challenged in a situation or when I'm busy cooking or whatever, I don't know, then sometimes it's difficult. We don't have that atmosphere of worship because we're not aware of Him. But if I'm constantly aware of Him, I'll constantly want to worship Him. Bill Johnson uses this picture. It's actually so beautiful. He says it's like living with a dove on your shoulder the whole time. The Holy Spirit being this beautiful picture, symbolic picture of a dove. It's like living with a dove on your shoulder. How will you live with a dove on your shoulder? It makes you think how you're going to drive your car, how you're going to be moving around, what you're going to be doing. I had a chat with somebody this week and they said, Eric, that picture just revolutionized everything about my life because I always thought if I sit with my BC friends and guys that don't know God, it's like the Holy Spirit doesn't feel welcome there. But it's actually such the opposite. God is welcome everywhere because He desires to save and reach and touch all men. He used this picture. He said, I had this picture of sitting with my friends around a table and everybody's drinking and gathering and swearing and whatever. I would feel like the dove is not welcome there. But can you imagine if a dove would come and land on that table? Everybody would be like, hey, hey, check here. Wow, there's a dove on the table. That whole atmosphere of that gathering will shift. It's called the kids. The Holy Spirit come like a dove this morning and come rest on us. Come rest on us, Lord Holy Spirit. Rest on us, God. We welcome you, Lord Holy Spirit. To worship we, to worship you, we live. And we live to worship you, God. Everything about us wants to give you praise. Our hearts want to declare the beauty of Jesus constantly. Deep cries out, deep, deep. Our spirits longing for your spirit. More of you, God. Thank you that you've given yourself to us without a measure. Help us to break the measures in our own lives. I pray for people in this church this morning that needs to break the measures that they've given themselves How much they can experience and feel and understand and enjoy. May our measures be broken in this day. Help us to understand, to believe, and to enjoy more of you, God. Slavi Adom. What if in this consciousness of his presence we just start to give him praise? Just in your own way, you can clap your hands or whatever. But let's just lift our voices for a moment. What if we praise him a bit louder this morning? Lift me. God, we love you. We bless you this morning. Church, what if we lift our voices even more? Come on, it's just slavi. God, we've come here to meet with you. And we are in your presence, God. And we love you. We love your presence. We love who you are, God. We love your voice. We love you. Love you, love you, love you, God. God, I pray as we continue spending some time together for the rest of this morning. Lord, let your presence just rest in every single one of us. Let it be like a dove that sits on our shoulders, God. Let it be like an atmosphere of heaven that fills not only this room but our hearts, our minds. God, may the atmosphere that we carry be an atmosphere that invites you into our lives constantly, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray. God, if you agree with that prayer, would you say amen? What if we say amen again? Thank you, Lord. Let's just bless our worship team as well. Welcome to church. It's good to see you. It's good to be with you. I just love the presence of God, man. And how beautiful is this, is that we don't have to move in and out. And sometimes we take that for granted. If we go back a couple of thousand years, there were a select few that could move in and out of His presence. Just a select few that could go into the temple, into the courts of the Lord. The rest of us, we would just hang outside in the outer court. I mean, we had the opportunity to engage in elements of worship, but we could never go into the holies of holies. And now we can. Now we can. It's not just a select few. Every single one of us can go into His presence. And we can stay there. That's the beautiful thing is, I don't have to go in when I'm having a devotion time. I don't go in when it's church. I can stay there. And He stays with me. It's powerful, man. We can live our lives there. It's good to see some of you. I see some new faces. Do we have any first time visitors here this morning? Just raise a hand quickly. Welcome. Welcome. Welcome. Welcome. Welcome. That lady there at the back as well. I'll give you a card, because we want to sell you something. Just want to give you a free coffee. How's that? Op je huis? Alison Karpstad is not so excited. Her coffee is just acne. Okay. We just take a moment and want to reach out to you, because we believe in this church. Nobody should journey alone. And I mean, if you're journeying with somebody, bless you, bless them, enjoy your journey. But if you don't have somebody to journey with, come and journey with us. Give us your details, and we'd love to get you connected to some of these awesome people in this church. Alle mamas, wil jullie niet gaan staan hier? All the moms in the house, we're going to ask you to stand. Eerst gaan we ons celebreren. Gaan we ons maas. Gaan we ons maas. So moms, we just want to bless you with something small on Mother's Day. We so appreciate who you are. Please remain standing until you've got your little gift. Or just remain standing anyway, even if you've got your gift. I want to pray for you this morning, and bless you. I'll ask you to sit again. Ciao. Ciao. We really appreciate you. Thank you. I want to pray for our spiritual moms later as well, but for every single one of you that's standing. Some of you are on this earth, and some of them are sitting next to you. They're on here like automated cab drivers. Some of them are spread across this world, but you've given of your life into the life of somebody else. You might not feel like you're the perfect mom, but you've been a great mom. And we want to salute every single one of you. It's not just Mother's Day. Let's just say thank you to moms. Thank you for your... I'm the product of a mom. Every one of you is a product of a mom. Somewhere in your life, even if you didn't even know her, there was a mom that played a part in your life. And moms, we want to celebrate you this morning. Thank you for you all. Thank you for being a great mom to your kids. Thank you for what you've given. Thank you for the moments that nobody knows about. See, that's one thing I know about a mom, is that there's many moments that nobody knows about. And that's where motherhood is really, really precious. That's when your husband doesn't appreciate you. That's when your kids say thank you to you. But you know how much you've brought into the lives of kids. Thank you. Father, it's my privilege today to bless our moms. Thank you for who they are. Thank you for what they've done for their kids. Sacrifices they've made, the prizes they've paid. Often without giving or getting praise or appreciation for what they've done. We celebrate them today. We love them. And we bless them. Moms, we bless you in this day. In the beautiful name of Jesus. Amen. Let's love them. Come on. Let's love them. Come on. This week as I was sitting with the Lord, last week He said two things to me, this week He said two things to me. So I'm just going to share those two things with you. Is that okay? For those of you that's new, if you're looking for a pastor that's going to preach a five-point sermon, it's not me. There might be a time where I preach a five-point sermon, but for today I just want to share two things. First thing that I felt like the Lord shared with me, Tuesday morning just after corporate prayer on Tuesday. By the way, if you don't know, Tuesday mornings, every Tuesday morning on Facebook Live, seven o'clock we're praying together as a church. It's just beautiful times. And I just logged off and I was sitting down on the couch still on the main stage there, Pretoria Main, and just saying, yes God, it was so lucky to pray together this morning. And as I'm just sitting there, meditating on the goodness of God, I felt the Lord say to me, Eric, I love moms. And my first reaction was like, okay, I'm listening Lord. I felt like, I totally wanted to say, I love moms. I thought, well, I like them too. I love moms. And then this story popped in my heart, and I actually haven't read the story in quite some time. Luke chapter number seven. Can we have that description? I'm going to read it first and then share one or two thoughts. Verse 11, it says, Now it happened the day after that he went into a city called Nain, and many of his disciples went with him, and a large crowd. Verse 13, When the Lord saw her, I think we've missed something there. Can we go back to 11? I think it's from verse 11. And then 12. Have we missed 12? Yeah, there we go. And when he came near the gate of the city, behold, a dead man was being carried. In those translations, a dead boy was being carried out. A dead boy was being carried out. The only son of his mother. And she was a widow. It's important for us to understand this. The only son of a widow. For us it might mean like, okay, so she didn't have a husband anymore, and she had one son. Back in the day, we didn't have something like Discovery Life, Momentum Life Insurance, Apsa Savings. That boy in that coffin, was all she had. Not just in relationship, he was all she had. She lost everything when she lost that boy. Only family she had, and the only hope she ever had of having someone look after her for the rest of her life. From this moment forward, she would have to either beg for money, or hope that somebody in her community would support her. She had nothing. And a large crowd from the city was with her. And when the Lord saw her, he had compassion on her. He had a, I love moms. And he said to her, do not weep. Weird thing to say at a funeral, when he hailed me. I can only imagine myself, I mean I've done hundreds of memorials and funerals in my life, opened a service like this. When he hailed me, weird thing to say. Only Jesus can do these things and get away with it, eh? Then he came and he touched the open coffin. And those who carried him stood still. And he said, young man, I say to you, arise. So he, so he who was dead, sat up and began to speak. I wonder what he said. Come on, let's just pause it for a moment. Can you imagine, now I'm prepared to cough. And Jesus, listen to this, and Jesus presented him to his mother. You see, I read this story most of my life. And for me, it was the story where Jesus raised the man from the dead. That was the story. And only now I realize this story is never about the young man. This story is about the mom. We see the miracle. He raised the dead boy. But Jesus wasn't going there for the boy. He was going there for the mom. Because if it was for the boy, he would have just said, welcome home, bless you, bless you, have some cozy down the road and enjoy the rest of your life. I don't know what he would have said, but he presented him back to his mom. You know what moves me in this story? If you study this account, if you study the city of Nain, this story, there's no other mention in the Bible about the city of Nain. Nothing. Jesus never went there, just once. If you studied what's been happening in the life of Jesus prior to this event and after this event, it's almost like this happened. It's like Jesus was on a mission and then he goes to Nain, raises a boy from the dead, gives him to his mother, said, Ma, I love you. I can see what's been happening in your life, how much this boy means to you, how much you've lost and I've got such compassion, says the Bible on you. Here's your boy back. And then he goes back and he relives the rest of his story. It's like this mom had the opportunity to grab a hold of God, stop him, say, no, God, you cannot continue. I need you first. It's like Jesus took this quick detour, raised this boy, gave him to his mom, said, Ma, I've seen you, I've seen you, and now I can carry on with what God has asked me to do. If you study the city of Nain, even in its original setting, where it is, it's an Arab town. There's no evidence that Jesus went there, he planted a church, he started this revival, there was this thing for the city, it was just for the mom. There's no account of anything other happening in that city ever, up until this day, of any significance except that Jesus went there and gave a dead boy back to his mother. And as I read this story, the Lord spoke to me the second thing and He said to me, I love moments, I love moments, God moments. I tell you, that mom had a moment with God. I don't want to read anything in the scriff, in the scriff, scriff, scriff, I keep on creating my own words here in Cape Town, can't we just start something, the book of Eric, scriff, yes, don't you know, scripture and scriff, okay, what, okay, let's talk English, there's nothing in the scripture, where was I now, eh, moments, moments, I love moms and I love moments, I love moms and I love moments, I believe, and like I said, I don't want to read anything in the scriff, that's not there, but I believe that that mother had a moment with God, somewhere between the passing of her son and the raising of her son, there was a God moment, something happened, there must have been something that happened for Jesus to, to, to go out of his way, walk 8 miles from where he was and back to raise the son and give him back to his mother, look you don't walk 15 kilometers just because I mean I mean Gavin runs 30 kilometers up mountains and Vesal has run hundreds of kilometers up a mountain, but actually look at someone that drives 15 kilos for next day and back, you with me, I'm all done, and as I was pondering on this I, I began to see something that I've never really seen in scripture, scriff, before, is that I believe that God is a God that actually loves these moments more than what we think He does, let me give you some examples, when we think of Abram, we think of this man of faith, I mean God has used His faith as a, as a faith to many, I mean He had such faith that He was about to sacrifice His own son, we are called the children of Abram, I mean but there was this moment, if we backtrack just a bit, where Abram was in a tent, you all know this story, and in that tent, God meets with Him, calls Him out of the tent, shows Him the stars in the sky, free translation, see how many stars there are, so many kids you can have, a moment in that tent, you think about Moses, come on Moses the deliverer, we all think of Moses, he's opening the Red Sea, leading millions of Israelites out of Egypt, out of captivity, leads them through a desert to a promised land, but let's just backtrack, let's say Moses had an encounter with God at a burning bush, just the truth, a moment, even before the burning bush, can you imagine in the 40 years in that desert, how much encounters, moments, they might have been, I'm talking about moments in his own heart, like God, why am I here, why have you brought me from there, God, what do you want to do with my life, have you wrestled with God, think of Jacob, Jacob had a moment with God, we can all look at the life of Jacob and say, man he did this, we often look at Jacob from a business perspective, Jacob had a moment with God, what about Gideon, the mighty deliverer, you man of valour, there was a moment with God, in a wine press, nobody was there, just him and God, and think of different people in scripture, how many of those people had moments with God, Hannah, she made this vow, this commitment to God, as a mom, speaking 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