Whatwouldyoudoforyourkids

The speaker reflects on their past behavior and the impact it had on their children. They express regret for not being there for their kids when they needed them and now they desire a closer relationship with them. The speaker realizes that their children are growing up and developing their own lives and interests. This realization helps the speaker let go of their old destructive habits and find motivation to change. you know I just always try to figure it out that ego you know I mean I got this you know I'll figure it out you'll find a way I will find a way to figure it out because I've burned shit down before and put it back together you know and you know when I first came around to MA you know somebody asked me what will you do for your kids and I was like I can kill anybody for my kids kill anybody for my kids and he's like well can you stop using for your kids and you know that uh that hit hard because like you know I think about it now like my kids are my youngest one's 12 my son's 16 and my oldest one's 20 and like you know I live with a mother now and I have them on the weekends when they want to come and it's like I want those kids back that needed their father but I wasn't a father for so long you know I just want them to want daddy again and we're at the point where they got friends and they want to do the friend thing and stuff when I think about like that doesn't keep me sick anymore