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The speaker is reflecting on their experiences of dating and feeling uncertain about their identity and place in society. They express anxiety and a desire to not be controlled by societal expectations. They also mention feeling unsure about their future and not wanting to conform to the expectations of the world. The speaker acknowledges that they are only 18 years old and questions what their future holds. They describe their reality as burning and express a sense of confusion and longing for recognition. The phrase "last time dating" is repeated throughout the transcription. Last time dating, and I don't really know what I mean I feel got the same anxiety, I feel so controlled by society And my friends, they don't seem to know what they wanna be Got their lives in a fight in a hurry, and I don't even know if I'll make it Sometimes when I think ahead, it's cool to think that I won't win We all need to know how to live, do all we can take it I'm just an 18, and I don't want the world to take me It's hard to figure out just where to be, without a recognizing me I'm just an 18, but what will you and me proclaim? It's just another candle burning, but my reality is burning Last time dating, I'm okay, it's not a mistake, I feel so bad I live another day in my past, it's wrong to blame Sometimes when I think ahead, it's cool to think that I won't win We all need to know how to live, do all we can take it I'm just an 18, and I don't want the world to take me It's hard to figure out just where to be, without a recognizing me I'm just an 18, but what will you and me proclaim? It's just another candle burning, but my reality is burning Last time dating Last time dating Last time dating, and I don't really know what I mean I feel got the same anxiety, I feel so controlled by society, yeah, yeah I'm just an 18, and I don't want the world to take me It's hard to figure out just where to be, without a recognizing me I'm just an 18, but what will you and me proclaim? It's just another candle burning, but my reality is burning Last time dating Last time dating Last time dating