Day one

The speaker discusses memories from different stages of their life. They talk about how their parents met, family picnics, and Thanksgiving. They also mention memories from their early 20s, including beach trips and funny incidents with friends. Alright, there it goes. It's working. Finally. Alright, I thought that we could do this so it wasn't so hard, like deep dive in. So I picked two cards from early life, two cards from middle life, and two cards... Why are you looking at me like that? Because it's backwards. And two cards from late life. Midlife, crisis, aren't we all? Okay. Does that work? Two cards? To cover my life? Well, look at all these cards. We could go through more. I just didn't want to go in chronological order because that's boring. Okay. Okay. Is that okay? Yeah. Alright. Alright, easy question. How did your parents meet? I have no idea. Really? Yeah. No. They met actually at a dance club in Maine in the 1900s. I remember Grammy... Like 19-oh something. Yeah. Not-oh. She was born in 19-oh. Oh, yeah. Okay. So like 1920s? Yeah, like before the war. Not 20s. No. We're done with math. Anyways, I remember Grammy telling me that her parents would get so mad at her for learning the new dances. Oh, gosh, yeah. So mad. Oh, yeah. How cute. Because, well, the new dances were like Black Betty. Yeah. Yeah. And the shimmy and the shaking. Oh, yeah, yeah. Mm-hmm. You did not shimmy and shake. How mortifying. Oh. I was loved. I have a picture of Grammy in my head, just shimmy and shaking. Oh, yeah. She's in her little house dress. I know. Yeah, I see the house dress. Yep. No, she used to get dressed up and she used to sing at this little club and they'd dance. I didn't know that. And actually, my father's sister was my mother's best friend, my Aunt Polly. Oh. Yeah. Oh. That's sweet. Yeah. Polly Tawa. Polly. No, well, yeah, I always knew her as Polly whatever her married name was. Because somebody called one time when we were visiting their house and they asked for L, her husband's name was L, and I forget what the last name was, L something, and it wasn't Tawa. Yeah. And I'm six, so I'm like, nope, nope, this is a Tawa residence. Yeah. And they're like, who is that? Okay. And I called back and I said, you have the wrong number. Nobody thought to remove the six-year-old from the vicinity of the phone. But Polly went, just a minute. And she was laughing because, you know, I assumed everybody's a Tawa. Right. Why wouldn't you? Exactly. Everybody on Earth is a Tawa. They're a family. If you're here, you're a Tawa. How did your family spend, like, time together when you were young? Usually family picnics or get-togethers. Mm-hmm. We'd go down for the weekend. I mean the weekend. Where? We didn't go anywhere for just a day visit. We went down to Charlton and Surbridge to where my brothers and sisters. Did you guys live in Blanford at this time? Yeah. Yeah. I lived in Blanford. We moved there when I was one. Mm-hmm. And the rest of the kids were in Surbridge and Charlton. Because they were all adults. Yeah. I know. And there's some oopsie baby. Yeah. Oopsie baby. My mother walked down the aisle of Iris's wedding, her oldest daughter's wedding, and had it in the paper that she walked down the aisle in a navy blue maternity dress. How scandalous. So, yeah, we had, but we always had music, guitars, people singing, you know, and food. Thanksgiving was my favorite. Yeah. Food. It was always like that any weekend. And summer, we'd have picnics. And Fourth of July, there was picnics. And, you know, I'd go down. Yeah. Yeah. We just, yeah, all got together. I love listening. Loved. Those are my favorite childhood memories of listening to Bobby play the guitar, and everyone was singing around tables. Yeah. Yep. That was fun. I know. And Grammy would sing, and everybody would shut up. Yes. Oh, yeah. Yeah. You'd have to talk her into singing, and she'd get all red, and then she'd finally do it. Yeah. She's so cute. Did she sing a lot when you were young? Oh, yeah. She used to sing to me all the time. Yeah. Not just lullaby, you know. Yeah. But, yeah, she sang. Oh. Yeah. That must be nice to, like, remember. Yeah. Yeah. That's nice. Yeah. All right. Moving to the midlife. Oh, dear. I know. Sometimes. Come on. That's a leap. This is where you, like, lift your bucket list, basically. Okay. Oh, boy. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Who were your best friends in your early 20s? In my early 20s? Mm-hmm. Sarah and Phil. Mm-hmm. Sarah and Phil Beard. Yep. And Jill. Yeah. What are your favorite memories with them? Oh, God. There's too many. But the beach memories. Mm-hmm. I mean, we did so many things at the beach. What did you do? Let it out, Mom. Yeah. Well, this image always comes to my mind when I think of us going to the beach. We used to, you know, collect treasures. Yeah. You collect treasures. You see treasures on the beach. Oh, we're collecting rocks and stuff. And Phil comes up over the hill. And she goes, there's a huge, huge old gas can. And she goes, look what I found. And we're just like, we're all, like, rolling on the beach laughing. And Phil goes, there's a gas can. And she goes, oh, we have a pet. And we're just laughing. And we're just laughing. And then she goes, oh, look at that one. It was an old boat. An old boat. Yeah, like cracked up. Yeah. And she goes, I said, wait, I'm not carrying the boat home, Phil. And she goes, but I like it. And we go, yeah, okay, but no. And then we all passed out on the beach. And I woke up, like, lobster red. Lobster red. Like, and I could not move in the morning. And we're in a hotel room, of course. And I'm like this on the bed. And I just, and everybody's ignoring me. And I go, ah. Like, you are going to wake up because it hurts. And I could not move. I mean, my legs were so swollen. I could not move. I'm like, ah. And Phil goes, you're not going to stop doing that. I'm like, no. And she wakes up. She goes, oh, my God. And I'm like, what, is there something on there? Does it hurt? And she goes, no, you're just really red. She goes, what do I do? And I said, I don't know. I don't know, but I can't move. I mean, it hurt my skin hard. Oh, I bet. So, milk magnesia time. Oh, really? Oh, yeah. That works? In the 80s? Yeah. In the 80s, it worked? It worked. Yeah, kind of. It got so I could move, and then it dried up and quickly turned to cement or something. But, yeah, she's the one that woke up, or wouldn't, kind of gave in. You know, the other ones weren't moving. And like, I can't do it. She's like, oh, good Lord. Because she's like, why did I have to get up? Because they were all probably hungover and shit, too. Yeah, they weren't good at answers, no. And then there were times, oh, we walked, hiked all the way out to the point. We always went to, well, we used to go to Provincetown, and we got kicked out. So, we didn't go back there. Desperately climbed in the windows. Who? Sarah. Uh-huh. Phil. Oh, and Jen Flagg was with us. Okay. And we had a room, but it was on the second floor, and we locked ourselves out. But we knew that balcony window was sliding glass doors were unlocked, but there was no stairs or anything to get up there from the outside. We made a little, you know, ladder of ourselves, and Laura climbed up us, and we didn't unlock the door. Sorry, Laura. She was the littlest. That is so funny. Yeah, it worked. We don't know how. And so, anyway, we woke up in the morning, and we look out, and, like, who left the doors open on the car? And I said, well, never mind that, but who left the radio on? Oh, no. The radio was going on. The car was on all night. Oh, my God. It was on. Yeah. We didn't run out of gas. Whoopsie. Oh, my gosh. It was funny. Cars' doors are wide open, and the music's blaring. Why somebody didn't go shut off, I don't know. Right? That must have irritated, like, the people. All of them. Does my hair look like that? Do I look like that? Kind of. She looks crazy. She is. I mean, yeah, that's why she's in jail. Okay, I just want to shut my ringers off. Shut off the kids. Guess what Aaron just asked? What's for supper? What's for dinner? Oh. Uh-huh. Every day. Yeah, and so the beach was usually, and, of course, the beach encompasses the whole island. So, because at night we'd go, I always call it the Kitty Cat Club, and that's the name of it, and I don't know what it is to this day. Was that in P-Town or in Black Island? No, in Black Island. It's the Kitty Cat Club. I don't know why, but I'm usually not that conscious, so. But we'd go in a group, and we're like squirrels, you know? Yeah. We'd go, oh, you want to be over there? People cross the road, and we'd go, oh, wait. And sometimes we'd get stuck in the middle of the road. Stop being a squirrel. Get off the road. Get off the road. Yeah, we just walked around like that all the time. It's squirrels. What do I look like I need? Do I look like I need a joint? Do I look like I need to get drunk? What do I look like I need? Do I need a drink, or do I need to get drunk? Or how about some cocaine? Need some cocaine. Maybe a little Coke. Maybe a little Coke. Am I a squirrel? All three? Okay. Okay. I mean, if you insist. If you insist. Okay, let's go. And so we toddled back to the, over here, over this side, this side, this side. Squirrels together. Come on. Get in a group. And then we'd go, have all three, and then come back out, stand there and go, now what do we do? And then we went on. One of our, and I know they'd say the same thing, we rented these mopeds. Oh, no. Oh, no. We're trying to, we're setting it up, you know, and they're saying, well, can you drive one of these? And Jen's going, yep. And we go, why does she sound so muffled? And she got her sweater stuck on her head. So turtleneck. And so she's going, yeah, you can drive one of those. The guy's going, um. And she looks at Bill, he goes, do you have a license? And Bill's like, yep. You two are riding together. And Jen's still like. Just flopping around. Flopping around trying to get that sweater on. Her head pops out. She goes, there. I'm the one that shouldn't have been driving. And we're going, so we're going around these corners. It's cold because it just is on Black Island. And my hands got so cold I couldn't make them sit on the brakes. Oh, no. So I'm driving by this Sarah and them and I'm going, I can't stop. Hands won't stop. So I go, and they're laughing. I'm like, oh, it's not funny. And I couldn't make it. I couldn't move my hands. So I tried putting my feet down. Oh, no. Yeah, they went. Like a cartoon. They're just like flopping around. Okay, that was the wrong thing to do. And they're again laughing. I'm like, I could have died. They're like, well, you didn't. Tell me a liar. Shut up. Shut up. You're fine. You're not dead. Yeah, we always had good times at the Kitty Cat Club. I don't know what the name of it was. But it was a great band. They had the best music there. And we always said no boys, no men, you know, because some of us were married, some of us weren't. But we didn't, it was an all-girls weekend. These guys come out. We've got a boat. We've got a boat. Everybody's got a boat. And they're like, okay, Lisa, calm down. I said, my name is Janet. How high were you? Oh, God, God. We've got a band. We've got a boat. Everybody's got a boat. Did you hear that name of boat? You are such a loser. And they go, do you want to go for a ride on the boat? And we go, no, we don't want to go for a ride on your boat. And of course, Laura, she's single. So she goes, well, you don't speak for all of us. I said, oh, yes, I do. I said, well, you're not going on that boat. And I got really aggressive. Not going on the boat, no men. No men, yeah. And we don't split up, especially when men are involved. Right. And then the next day, I don't know where the night went from there, because the next day I woke up. On a boat? No. No. Great. But we went to get coffees because there was no coffee. That's not a good thing. That's not a good thing. And none of us could move. Like, Jen's neck hurt really bad. And the turtleneck? No. And Sarah couldn't walk. Her legs hurt. And Phil, her shoulders hurt. And I just hurt everywhere. And then we started thinking, oh, we're dancing. Oh. Like professionals. Oh, my. Oh, my. And Jen, with her long hair, she kept whipping her head around like this. So that's why her neck was sore. I can picture her in the rain. Her neck was really sore. It was swollen. Her shoulder was swollen. And Sarah, she kept, you know how she does that, like gets down squats and stuff? And the pointing. And the pointing. Uh-huh. Uh-huh. She got that down. She couldn't walk. Her thighs. Yeah, her thighs hurt so bad. And Phil kept, I don't know what she was doing. Her shoulders hurt. Her shoulders hurt. I forget what she was doing with her arms. And I just kept jumping in the air. Like, I thought I was really high up in the air like that. You're like, I'm like basically floating here. I'm floating here. I'm floating. Anybody seeing this? Anybody seeing this? I'm floating on air. And we also had water pistols. Of course. Yeah, because we were playing, well, we were playing, oh, Charlie's Angels? Yeah. Yeah. And Phil could do some dives and rolls. You wouldn't believe it. Oh. Oh, my goodness. Uh-huh. All right. Like, all of a sudden, she'd do this dive and roll. And I'm like, what the hell? How'd you do that? That didn't break you? What the hell? And she'd get back up. Well, she was the youngest. Yeah. She was sprightly. I know. She was sprightly. She was all over the place. It was funny. And then, so the guy, okay, girl, she can't come in with squirt guns. Really? You sprayed him? Yeah. Catch us. That's crazy. So then we went in, and we're standing at the bar, and he's going. He still let you in? Uh-huh. He still let you in? Yeah, he's like, oh, never mind. Just let him keep those stupid squirt guns. So the bartender goes, I think you guys have had enough. I don't think so. You kept squirting him? I kept squirting people. Just put him down. We'll have four Cosmos. And a joint and a line. Thank you. Yeah. I know. We'll be right back. Yeah, so we had good times at the beach. Look at you. You're crying. It was funny. Well, we had a good time. We're so bad. Uh-huh. Yep, that was. And then any time we got together, it was usually laughing and partying. Yeah, you guys always did have fun. Or turned into a party, whatever. Yeah. It was never not a party. It was always laughing until you cried. I mean, even the time that we took you guys hiking, remember? Oh, God, yeah. From Blanford, we ended up in Chester. We had so much fun. Yeah. That was so fun. 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